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    taesan and leehan are boyfriends. kinda.

    actually – leehan needed a fake boyfriend to convince his friends he actually could date someone, so he enlists the help of a temperamental homebody by the name of han taesan.

    everything is going to go swimmingly, and no one will find out. at least that's what leehan thinks.

    and taesan, well, he just wants to die.

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    03 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    there must be some psychological research out there done on what it does for your brain to hear your native language after listening to one that still feels foreign all day long, but dongmin hasn’t remembered to look that up.
    he assumes the same study could be done on donghyun’s voice.

    epilogue to indiscretion (can i be electric too?)

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    30 Jul 2026

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    a lifetime of being overlooked, undermined, constantly compared, and just never quite good enough. being the middle child really sucks.
    so dongmin shouldn’t feel too bad when he sleeps with his sister’s boyfriend—right?

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    30 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    “I’m gonna die, Donghyun-ah. So please don’t leave—”

    He’s desperate, pathetic, even. Dying of a nonexistent disease he refuses to name. He’s selfish and self-centered because he’s here at Donghyun’s sheets, head in his lap as he cries and cries and cries.

    Donghyun’s hands came up to cradle his face, the gesture is quiet and heavy. “What do you mean?” he whispered, thumb drawing slow circles against Dongmin’s cheek. “Are you—are you sick too?”

    He stared into Donghyun’s eyes because they’d been the place he’d learned to be honest, and now honesty felt like an unlatched gate. “I—I don’t know what it is, Donghyun-ah,” he said, voice small and breaking. “But it’s killing me.”

    Or, Kim Donghyun has cancer. Han Dongmin is the one dying.

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    21 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Honestly, I think it’s less wanting to be a separate person and more just wishing I could be a better version of me.”

    The breeze picks up just a little, making him shiver, and Taesan snakes his arm around Leehan’s, linking them together. His voice is quiet when he speaks, almost sheepish. “..I like this version of you.”
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    a realization amidst the noise

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    19 Jul 2026