autisticjoshler
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i was too young to notice, that some types of love could be bad. by autisticjoshler
Fandoms: Lars and the Real Girl (2007)
23 May 2026
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lars is always on my mind. i wanted to put my two cents in about how i feel his growing up went
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suffering from dissociative fuge, pope cody finds himself in the hospital. the person he wants the least to show up is the only one to show up. he confronts deran.
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- Part 1 of andrew pope cody regression
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happy sexual assault awareness month.
this is a deep dive into andrew pope codychild sexual abuse, incest, and just generally triggering topics will be brought up so be careful.
these started out as threads on my twitter account, but i figured i’d put them here too for more ppl to read.
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Here I Am (Come And Take Me) by systemofaclown
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
01 Mar 2026
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"Can you touch me?" Is what Bucky blurted.
"W—Come again?" Sam gawked, baffled. Obviously he hadn't expected such an upfront request. Bucky didn't blame him, because he could not have possibly worded that any worse. It definitely didn't help that it was one twenty seven in the damn morning, he was running on about thirty minutes of sleep, and he was standing on Sam's porch drenched in rainwater.
He felt so ridiculous.
It didn't help that Sam, despite being visibly bewildered, had a hint of amusement in his expression, while Bucky knew he 100% looked one twig snap away from dropping off of the face of the earth indefinitely.
Or: Bucky Barnes realized that he didn't exactly understand gentleness as much as he'd like to. An impulsive spurt of confidence happened to land him right on Sam's doorstep.
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Come Back to Me First by BiBob (Barnable)
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Aug 2025
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Bob kept his mouth on John’s neck, just kissing him, sucking on him, breathing against him, until John said suddenly, “You know, sometimes I wonder if Sentry made you a vampire.”
And then he realized just how long he’d had his mouth on John’s neck, how it must have crossed the line from sexy into weird. He pulled away, wiped his mouth on the back of his hand. It was stupid of him to leave hickeys when the rest of the team didn’t know. It was weird of him to suck on John’s neck for so long even though his skin was so textured and so interesting and so comforting.
“Hey.” John nudged Bob’s chin up with one hand when he stopped. Their eyes met for just a moment before Bob looked away, too embarrassed to maintain the contact. John pushed his fingers in Bob’s hair and twisted gently, tenderly. “You okay?”
Bob has a strange relationship with his mouth that nobody understands, including himself. Except for John, who somehow sees everything.
Bookmarked by autisticjoshler
22 Sep 2026
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i love them. i’ll never get over the concept of hardass john walker being an absolute softy and the biggest safe space for bob
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Safe to Break by rhebambie_06
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Jun 2026
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The Thunderbolts are slowly becoming something dangerously close to a family, and Bucky Barnes is still trying not to think too hard about what that means. But when an ordinary sound sends John Walker spiraling into a panic attack in the middle of the kitchen, Bucky recognizes the signs before anyone else does.
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- Part 1 of The Shape of Safety
Bookmarked by autisticjoshler
18 Sep 2026
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Safe to Fall by rhebambie_06
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Jun 2026
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John's nightmares are getting better. That's what everyone says.
But at three in the morning, with sweat cooling on his skin and old wars still echoing inside his head, progress doesn't feel like progress. It feels like surviving until morning.
Fortunately—or unfortunately—Bucky Barnes is always awake.Series
- Part 2 of The Shape of Safety
Bookmarked by autisticjoshler
18 Sep 2026
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If this is everything I've ever wanted-- by sparrow_in_the_field
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
03 Sep 2026
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John had a secret, one he’d kept for fifteen years. One that two people should have known about: John, and the man the secret was about. But that was quickly becoming John’s biggest problem: Bucky didn’t remember what happened between them, long before they ever officially met.
And just as John came to accept it didn't matter, because he'd likely never see Bucky again, suddenly they found themselves on a team together.
Bookmarked by autisticjoshler
12 Sep 2026