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    After the fall of the Elder Brain, you and Ascended Lord Astarion return to the city for a night of celebration with old companions. The wine flows, the laughter lingers, and everything feels almost normal again—until you tease him.

    You didn’t know you were starting a game.

    But Astarion did.

    And he intends to win—spectacularly, thoroughly, and without mercy.

    By the time the night ends, restraint will be a memory, pleasure will be a weapon, and you’ll remember exactly who you belong to.

     

    “There she is…” He purrs, lips grazing your jaw as you retreat step by step. “My furious little darling. All fire and heat… and look at you now—melting for me.”

    You feel the backs of your knees brush the bed.

    “Would you like to hear what I’ll do to you?” he whispers. “Would that help you find your voice again?”

    You don’t answer. You can’t. So he continues, lower now, voice like sin corrupting your blood.

    “I’m going to peel these clothes off of you—slowly—until you’re bare, shivering and flushed”

    He trails his hand down your thigh, over your hip, across your stomach.

    “Then I’ll spread you open for me—so wide you’ll feel it in your bones"

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    01 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    Ascended Lord Astarion is struggling to process the emotions he is feeling after Tav makes an unfortunate judgement call that could have cost him everything. When one impulsive act nearly gets her killed, Astarion is the one who finds her—broken, bloodied, and barely breathing. What follows is rage, punishment, and the aching truth of love in its most dangerous form. He won’t lose her. Not now. Not ever.

    She stops before him. Then lowers herself—kneels—at his feet. Her fingers slide onto his knee, then to his hand, tentative and devoted. Her eyes glisten as she looks up at him.

    “Astarion… I’m so sorry.”

    His chest constricts.

    “What can I do to make it right?” she asks, voice barely a whisper.

    And then—gods—her fingers trace up his palm, delicate, slow, like she’s memorizing every line of him.

    He wants to drag her into his lap. Wants to kiss away every broken thought, every sorrow filled gaze. Wants to bury himself inside her until she can’t breathe anything but him.

    But he forces stillness. Forces silence.

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    01 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    This is a series of my drabbles and unconnected stories, collected here to find more easily.

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    09 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    Comfort had never been important before. He did what he was told to survive. To be able to do things because he consented to it? Well, it was like opening a void. He had no idea what he liked. He didn’t even know he liked cuddling until you showed him. Kissing was nice, but sometimes he just got this weight in his chest when he thought about it, and you assured him it was okay. It was okay to be uncomfortable with things he had to do to survive.

    But now he wanted to do more than just make it through the day, He wanted to live, as much as a vampire could live. And it had taken a while - much longer than he wished - to be able to experience something like this. To share this moment with somebody, and enjoy it.

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    05 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    For one moment she was all blood, and in that moment he wanted to devour her.

    two monsters stumble into camaraderie and try not to get themselves too bloodied. they fail spectacularly.

    astarion/durge, solely astarion's pov. game reconstruction/divergence, no canon scenes or dialogue after the nautiloid. lots of art, updates fridays, semi pre-written. heavy on the trauma, heavy on the humour.

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    22 Jun 2025