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  1. Public Bookmark 59

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    Dean finds a box in the attic. His life changes forever.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    Brittle and battle-worn, Cas looks at him over coffee one morning and says, "I need to go," and Dean instantly knows that he's not coming back. 

    He's not really sure how he knows it, but he does. It settles into the pit of his stomach, curling hot and tight like something he instinctively wants to tear out with his bare hands. He takes a breath, and it gets stuck in his throat, hitching there. It hurts, hurts, hurts when he finally exhales. 

    "Yeah," Dean says, "of course you do," and he nods jerkily as he looks down at his phone. He doesn't say goodbye. He doesn't look up from the screen when Cas gets up and leaves the room. He doesn't finish his coffee, or move for a long time. 

    By nightfall, Cas is gone.

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    11 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 34

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    Dean and Cas finish up a case. It does not go as planned.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “What else was I supposed to say, Sam?” Dean asks him. “I’m not...look, Cas is my best friend, and I care about him. That’s it.”

    “And you renovated a house for him,” Sam continues. “And live with him.”

    or: a year in the life, in which it takes some time, but they figure it out

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    31 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    Dean finds his mind wandering to a different patron at the bar– one of the construction workers.

    They'd had a run-in by the toilet at one point; he'd been entering as Dean was leaving. Huge guy, taller than Dean but not as tall as Sam, yet easily bigger than both of them. He was ripped. Broad shoulders, massive arms, a decent gut. His sleeves were rolled up to reveal muscular forearms, the hairs coated in dirt. Dean hadn't taken much notice of his face, but as he'd squeezed past him to get to the bathroom, the man gave him a firm slap on the shoulder, just a casual touch, rough but friendly.

    It probably wouldn't have taken much more force to knock him to his knees.

     

    dean can't handle thinking about having sex with men normally so he fantasizes about them forcing themselves onto him instead like a fucking weirdooo.
    not canon-compliant. set at a completely random point around s4-5, and don't pay any attention to the bullshit cases they're working i just cbf. mostly pwp/dean study. cas has wings and all that good stuff.

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    17 May 2026