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surrender my desire to be healed by birdsofpassage
Fandoms: 崩坏:星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Mar 2025
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“I want your fist inside me.”
Mydei spits out his drink. It lands all over Phainon’s face, who stays unmoving with his quintessential smile, his bangs and clothes now damp with pomegranate juice. Mydei wipes his mouth and looks at Phainon as if the latter had just put toothpaste in his bread and ate it.
“Deliverer,” Mydei says very slowly, “what the fuck did you just say?”
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Anaxa scowls. “Are you trying to miss the point deliberately, or are you just arguing for no reason?”
Mydei throws his hands up. “Well, perhaps I’m just stupid!”
“Congratulations on the riveting epiphany,” Phainon says, grimacing at the soreness of his ass, “Can someone please untie me now?”
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Phainon cracks a sly smile, and it’s infuriating just how perfectly his mouth curves upwards, how his eyes moon slightly, the way his hair splays out across the ground like a silvery halo, marred by ash and dirt and blood.
Like dragging coal across frosted glass, Mydei wants to do nothing more than to ruin him.
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“Tell me. If one day Mondstadt falls, where would you go?” Dainsleif asks.
“Nowhere,” Kaeya responds without a second of hesitation.
“Why?” Dainsleif asks, iron-rust-bitterness adorning the edge of his words like an unsheathed old blade. “Even when the people here are blind to their own agency, to what their belief entails? Surely you understand as well as I do. People like you and I are not the products of ignorance and peace.”
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cut the world to size (to the halcyon days) by birdsofpassage
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
13 Jan 2023
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Kaveh blinks again, and then the world falls back into place.
“What’s wrong?” a voice asks him from the side, and when he swivels his head around there stands Alhaitham, in his black turtleneck and chartreuse jacket and quizzical expression, and when Kaveh looks up again he finds that the sky is gone.
Kaveh experiences his very first dream.
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"Tell me this isn't about the prophecy," Mydei demands. "Tell me you're not sleeping with half of Okhema just to forget you're the fucking Deliverer."
Phainon's mouth opens, but no sound comes out. The truth claws up his chest but won't come out: the fact that he needs this, needs to be reduced to something simpler than a title, something smaller than destiny.
Mydei's eyes narrow, and Phainon realizes that he already knows.
Of course he does. He's Mydei.
"It is," Phainon admits at last, voice cracking. “I am.”
Mydei rolls his hips down, his cock dragging alongside Phainon's. The answering groan that spills from Phainon’s throat is nothing like the practiced moans he gives strangers.
"Then you ask me," Mydei growls. "From now on, when you need to forget, you come to me. Not some godsforsaken brothel."
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06 Sep 2026
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Mydei doesn't react to the name, doesn't mock it, just presses his lips to Phainon's throat and murmurs "Khaslana," as if he knows what it means. And, given Mydei, perhaps he does.
The name settles over Phainon with the warmth of his childhood's golden wheat fields before the Black Tide took them—before Cyrene's 'Deliverer' card, before he was anything but a pure-hearted farmboy with a wooden sword and dreams too big for his scrawny body. Before he was a failure of a savior and a free-use brothel whore.
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By Christmas AC 204 there were seven victims, each too different to indicate a certain pattern, yet all were brutally tortured and finally murdered. Anyone could be next – New York City was being terrorized. The hateful crimes made waves in the community and called for Preventer's intervention. News of it even traveled up to the Colonies. They called him "The Redeemer", because he only killed his victims after they were forced to call their loved ones and beg for the redemption found in death. He has been claiming victim after victim and it seemed that there was no stopping him. That is, until he reached a victim who didn't know who to call...
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23 Aug 2026
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“What is this?” Mydei asks as his gaze falls upon the filthy creature restrained by the guards.
“A gift from your father,” one of them says and Mydei arches a fine brow.
“A gift from the King? How kind. Might you explain, though, why my gift is hissing?”
Prince Mydeimos of Castrum Kremnos, a renowned alpha warrior with a deep disdain for omegas, receives an unexpected "gift" from his scheming father, the King. Far from the submissive creatures Mydei despises, Phainon challenges him to a fight, demanding protection in exchange for his obedience. Intrigued by Phainon's unusual defiance, Mydei agrees to entertain this madness.
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10 Sep 2025
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“Alright.” Mydei’s voice cuts through his reverie. Phainon realizes he’s been staring for too long. He snaps his gaze upward, but it’s too late, the alpha already knows the effect he has on him.
“I’ll do that. Go look in the mirror and practice being a fool.” He steps closer, words dragged with deliberate slowness. “As for you,” he tugs on a corner of the covers, prompting the omega to yelp and clutch them tighter. Phainon doesn’t know why he feels so shy, he’s never had a problem being naked before.
“Maybe drink some water? You seem parched.” Mydei reaches for him and tips his chin up. “And flush all that spunk out of your body, because you are so full of crap.”
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can't promise tomorrow, but i can promise tonight by honeybakedtea
Fandoms: 崩坏:星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
11 Jan 2026
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In no universe should he have to witness Mydei’s hand linger on Phainon’s shoulder for a moment longer than what two friends consider proper, and then watch as Mydei flexes his hand right afterwards, clearly so affected by it. Like something straight out of March’s romance novels.
Seriously, Phainon’s eyes had softened when he looked at Mydei. Multiple times. In public! And here Caelus thought eyes could only soften in Jing Yuan fanfiction.
Dan Heng gives him a look. “Phainon and Mydei are good friends. They’re bound to bicker every once in a while.”
Caelus sits up, wholly indignant. “Have you seen them,” he demands.
In which Caelus meddles.
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30 Jul 2025
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“That sentence doesn’t even make sense anymore,” Dan Heng points out.
Caelus ignores him, and miserably adds ‘doomed yaoi’ to the tropes list.
“What is ‘yaoi’?” asks Phainon.
“Don’t worry about it,” Dan Heng tells him hastily.
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The light of the sun blazes so brightly that its flame reaches the one outside, yet the fire of four hundred million Coreflames still isn’t enough to break through the final barrier, for Phainon to escape his fate. The sun burns itself up, the magnificently radiant dying throes of a supernova, and impossibly, impossibly his final blaze grazes the body of the divine.
But to the Aeon watching, the incarnation of Destruction, this searing flicker of flame, so brilliant it draws a drop of golden blood across THEIR face, is akin to the caress of a lover.
Phainon falls, but someone intercepts before he is merged into Irontomb. The nature of Destruction is conflict, to consume oneself, and to consume others, in order to beget greater devastation… But that doesn’t mean Nanook can’t show THEIR favor.
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09 Jul 2025
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“For the last ten million cycles, what was it that drove you to persist? What was your purpose? Was it salvation?” The words drip like poison into Phainon’s ears. “Answer me this: at this moment, if you could choose one of two things to happen with absolute surety: to kill me, or to save the Chrysos Heirs, what would you choose?”
Led by Nanook, mind collapsing, Phainon pauses for the space of a second. More than anything, it’s his own hesitation that shakes him up. “I..I would save them,” he says, voice trembling. “I would,” he repeats, as if trying to convince himself. “I would.”

