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  1. Rec *

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    After the events of I Like Jane For You, the public reacts to Rozanov and Pike as secret friends.

    Conveyed through text threads, social media, and news articles.

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    01 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this series was a fun ride

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    30 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    potentially the best fanfic characterisation I have ever seen, not for how it captures a moment of a characters feeling or the shape of them in a single stroke- but because this story seems completely driven by the intricate complexities of each characters internal conflicts and idiosyncratic formations- the author seems to have comprehensively mapped out the major components of each characters psyche and then thoroughly explored all the implications of how these components relate to each other- it is frightening and beautiful to behold.

    must reread.

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    23 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "broke: shane hollander is extremely bad with his teammates and only actually gets along with one other guy. he was made captain because he's really good at hockey, despite being bad with people
    woke: shane hollander is a good leader and his teammates like him even though he's closest with one guy. they respect each other and shane may be quiet or sometimes withdrawn, but he goes to team events and participates in team and community, which makes him a good captain (even though the metros don't deserve him)
    bespoke: shane hollander is catnip for russian hockey players and would have nineteen russian hockey player best friends if his team were just full of russian hockey players. also, this is ilya rozanov's literal worst nightmare"

    this headcannon in a chapters notes really really made me laugh

     

    "Ilya brings out everything in him, is what it boils down to. The mature adult and the hockey captain and the pimple-studded teenager and the overly competitive mite who could only settle after a loss if he could watch some random movie with his head in his mom’s lap. "

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    “And this is Svetlana! You guys have a fun hockey connection. She’s BFFs with—ooh. What’s his name again, babe?”

    “Ilya Rozanov,” says Svetlana. Feeling virtuous about it, she offers her hand first. “Don’t tell him I said you have the best hands in the league.”

    Shane’s face is rigid. “Um. I won’t?”

    “Thank you,” she says gravely. “You have saved a life.” Rose laughs, stroking Shane’s arm, and he suddenly remembers Svetlana’s hand is hanging. He takes it limply and disposes of it quick. His eyes look a little wild.

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    07 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    satisfying

  5. Rec *

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    “Ilya Rozanov,” Shane repeats slowly, letting himself taste the words. He grins. “Wow. You’re, like, a really good player. How come you’re in Canada for summer camp? Is that weird to ask? Sorry if that’s weird. I just meant-”

    Shane is cut off by a hand on his mouth. He flushes.

    “Too fast,” Ilya says. “My English… not good.”

    “Sorry,” Shane mumbles into Ilya’s hand. Ilya grins and shakes his head, curls dancing, as he pulls his hand away.

    “Is okay. Slow words. Okay?”

    This year marks thirteen year Shane Hollander's third summer at Coach Marakov's elite hockey training camp. In attendance for the first time: Ilya Rozanov, visiting from Russia. Shane isn't the most sociable, and Ilya's English isn't the greatest, yet the unlikely duo soon become the best of friends.

    It's just one summer, but it makes a world of difference.

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    07 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this healed my inner gay child