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It was a Friday when the video dropped.
“What is happening?” He asked St Simon, who was holding his phone tight to his chest, his expression odd. “Someone has died?”
Across the room he could see Marlow moving slowly upright from where he had been doing floor stretches, his phone in his hand as well, his face pinched.
“It’s Hollander,” St Simon said.
The bottom of Ilya’s stomach fell out, closely followed by the rest of Ilya’s organs. His chest hurt so acutely that he thought he must be having a heart attack.
“Not dead,” St Simon added quickly, reaching out to grab Ilya’s shoulder when Ilya’s knees actually buckled. “Jesus, sorry. I should have - no it’s just -”
“Someone tell me what the fuck is going on,” Ilya snapped, “and everyone else shut up.”
Marlow reached him now, held his phone out to Ilya, open already to an article with a headline huge enough Ilya could easily make out the HOLLANDER blaring out of it even before his eyes focused and he took the phone from Marlow.
A video is posted online, for Shane it feels like a death sentence. For some parts of him, it is.
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Dezember 24, 2017 by kays_chaos
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
18 Sep 2025
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After The Night Parade of a Hundred Demons Satoru feels lost and goes to the only home he has left: Megumi. Although trying to pretend like everything is alright, Megumi sees right through it.
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30 Sep 2025
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There's a difference between making yourself sick and making yourself throw up.
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10 Jun 2023
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In order for Dean to calm down from the thunder, he attempts to make passage to Sam's room.
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03 Apr 2023
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No matter how hard Sam tries, he can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. He tries to look fine for Dean and Cas but it's getting increasingly harder every day.
He swore to Jessica that he would stop, but old habits die hard, right? He knows he should, but he can't. He knows he's disappointing her, but what's another name to the long list?
TW: This story contains graphic descriptions of self-harm and suicide so if it triggers you, please don't read it. There are also mentions of Sam skipping meals so also skip if this triggers you.
Just don't forget that no matter how hard times are there is always something worth fighting for. You are stronger than you think so Always keep fighting. Don't give up! And take care of yourself people!
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29 Mar 2023