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until i saw you by naravit (boysweet)
Fandoms: เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022)
01 Jan 2023
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Nuengdiao knows he's grinning like a goddamn fool but can't bring himself to care. They both are anyway.
or: the beach at night, new years eve, boys in love.
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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
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07 Jan 2026
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this is honestly one of my all-time comfort hollanovs, always rereading
shane: i hope ilya isn't offended that i think his blanket is too scratchy
ilya: [already planning to set fire to the blanket when shane leaves and leave a strongly worded 1 star review on the home furnishings website, then will order more of the blanket shane prefers in 3 different colors. just in case] -
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“Shane doesn’t want to take something from Ilya that he enjoys. And he doesn’t want to plant the seed of resentment. He’s already asked Ilya to give up so many things for him. He’s asked Ilya to always come back to him in the end, and Ilya always does and always will. That has to be enough for Shane. It doesn’t matter what Ilya does with other people. It’s just sex.”
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When Ilya offers Shane an open relationship during The Long Game, Shane assumes that’s because Ilya isn’t willing to be monogamous. Ilya has always been with other people. Why would that change now?
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27 Aug 2026
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Shane (20), submissive, meets Ilya (28), dominant, on FetLife.
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Hao makes it easy, simple. The act of domination is indulgence to him, and he’s willing to lay out a feast for Hanbin. Hanbin is like a starving mutt at times, looking out at all the possibilities with longing eyes. At all that he could have if he just had someone to take him in.
Hanbin falls in love with Hao.
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I'll keep a leftover light burning (So you can keep looking up) by DreamsLava
Fandoms: 선재 업고 튀어 | Lovely Runner (TV)
07 Jul 2024
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“I’ve been in love with you before, you know,” he says to her later, when it’s quiet on the train ride home.
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Sunjae never remembers any of his past timelines.
Sol tentatively lets him back into her life.
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22 Jul 2024
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"It's beating again." Her eyes well up with tears, but her smile widens. "I’m so glad,” she tells him. “Did I do well? Please tell me I did well.”
His mouth opens aimlessly – he chokes on his own breath before it will create sound.
At the sight of her lower lip starting to tremble, he nods again; quickly.
“You did well. You did so well.”
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she thought his fate was to die and not loving her would fix it. in reality, not loving her killed him slowly inside in a way more torturous than drowning. in reality, his choice was always going to be to meet her, to save her, to love her. i love that at the center of this fic is this fact: even if he never remembered, he would have chosen to love her anyway.

