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He loves Felix so much, he’s worried that he’s going to explode from it one day. His fragile bones and skin can’t hold the enormity of all this feeling, this wonderful, tragic, furious love.
“I know,” Felix says, more sad than angry now, which is worse. “I know. You think—this is hard for me, too, yeah? It’s fucking hard.”
(Or: Chan and Felix are in love, but it's not something they talk about.)Bookmarked by cakejerry
06 Aug 2026
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Mock·ing·bird.
Chan develops a brand-new, stronger-than-ever obsession with Felix, hard and fast.
He can’t escape it.
It lives in his perception of Felix now, sewn into his consciousness with kevlar thread. In every moment, in every thought, Chan is obsessed. He knows it isn’t healthy.
Chan can feel the way his view of Felix is warping and shifting, bending Chan’s reality, but he’s powerless to stop it.
Chan wants a girlfriend. Felix is willing.
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05 Aug 2026
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a drag queen and a taxi driver in a car, they might kiss.
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05 Aug 2026
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Is it really a feeling?
Chris can't be sure.
Can a feeling burrow into his skin like a burr and stay there, twisting and aching like an old wound? Can a feeling writhe in his chest like a parasitic symbiote, whispering demands in his ears? Can a feeling keep him up at night with his head pounding like this?
It can’t be a feeling. It’s something else. Something worse. Some sort of impulse or instinct. Something ancient simmering under his skin. A thing.
Chris has always known the way that he needs Felix can't be healthy, but this is just getting ridiculous.
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28 Jul 2026
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Well. It had to happen sometime. It’s completely fine because Hyunjin’s a good friend and Hyunjin’s happy for Changbin. He’ll text the morning after congratulating him and everything will be normal and Hyunjin won’t be holding onto that song Changbin wrote for him like it’s some type of life vest keeping him afloat.
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A year in Hyunjin's life, from December to December.Bookmarked by cakejerry
23 Jul 2026