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here i dreamt i was a director by cortamambo
Fandoms: Operation Avalanche (2016), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
24 Aug 2026
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Owen clears his throat. “Everything okay?"
Oh, that's a great question, actually, Matt wants to say. Here's the answer for ya: basically I need to die, for like, a million reasons, and let me tell you, your stupidly handsome face is not helping.
“Yeah, totally,” he says.
Matt struggles with a movie he kind of hates and ambiguous feelings on an ambiguous best friend, and discovers repression doesn't last when you're making self-aware irony your every move.
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See, that's more like it. I can almost believe it. It's fully real if I believe it. God, that is a problem though, on a stage I can't edit around anything, can I.OWEN
Could we not talk about cameras for once?BECKY
What else is there to talk about?A two-hander play of two bad actors, written and directed by Rebecca M.J. Johnson.
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He definitely fell down, he’s on the ground and there's a pain and there's the grey pavement under him. He's wearing different clothes. He instinctively reaches up to the part where he’s hurting, and he’s already done this before, he feels the slight slickness of blood from a small open wound. The open wound he already got from getting hit with a stone. It’s the same open wound, it’s the same pavement, the same light around him, the same time.
“What the fuck, what the fuck,” he hears Matt yell from behind him, then run towards him, saying words that he’s already said.
Yeah, what the fuck?
Owen's stuck in a time loop. The problem is he's not the one who needs to change.
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and the man in the mirror smiles (what did you expect?) by cortamambo
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), The Dirties (2013), Operation Avalanche (2016)
23 May 2026
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So it feels like they've naturalized your permanent presence in every single step they take as a basis of reality: you are always, always there. / That'd be ridiculous. You’re just watching this. It wouldn’t be a film if you were really there. / He was your director and you were his camera, so he was your head and you were his fear.
Jared, thrice drawn.
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believe me, it's the next best thing by cortamambo
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
06 May 2026
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“You watched the film?”
"I'm afraid not. But I'm excited to see it when it's time for the showing.”
Matt feels that itch, that spring under his feet that fills him whenever he’s coming up with an idea. It’s a literal spring, apparently, because he shifts back and forth until he’s leaning into Williams’ personal space. Because how good would it be, to get back at Jay like this? In their shared hotel room? Fuck, in Jay’s stupid choice of a bed?
“You wanna check a preview back at my place?”
Williams smiles.
Matt's still reeling from the adoration he's getting from the press. An upcoming actor at Sundance approaches him, and, well, he's kind of a little bit like Jay.
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Rebecca Johnson and Owen Williams learn that the camera never forgets and your terrible decisions don't stop following you everywhere ten years later.
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be the one to call me baby, even though you're the one who would always tear me down by mythofthefisherking
Fandoms: The Monkees (Band)
22 Aug 2024
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Mike invites Peter into the bathroom with him, then asks him why he's here. It's all part of the game. Eventually, he will run out of arguments and defences. Eventually, he will return to Peter's side. This is just how it goes.
Bookmarked by head1968 (cortamambo)
23 Oct 2025
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tremendously inspiring text ive returned to so very often... really beautifully told and i think the entirety of their dynamic can be explained fully by this fic. magically tackles everything in such a simple and singular moment, and it's great because every thing about them has to be about everything. everyone else pack it up.
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the b-friend by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
13 Apr 2026
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In a lull in conversation he said, “I’ve been seeing someone.” It came out very softly, a little high pitched. Almost like a question. I’ve been seeing someone?
“Okay?” you said.
He dropped his fork and picked up your napkin. With small precise movements he reduced it into a pile of paper snowflakes. “His name is Nicolas.”
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Bookmarked by cortamambo
13 Apr 2026
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easily and undeniably one of the best and greatest things i have ever read. and i mean that wholeheartedly and more than ever. an actual masterpiece of a fic.
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He believes that what patterns really refer to is the phenomenon where you know the end from the behavior of the beginning. And he’s never had much interest in seeing anything through to the end.
Or, Falsettos: The Lost Entr'acte.Bookmarked by sweetcharity (cortamambo)
30 Oct 2023
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You wished very hard for there to be no more two o’clocks. What was the point of two o’clock if not to tell you to call in on Colm?
Bookmarked by cortamambo
15 Apr 2023
Bookmarker's Notes
foundational for me. this fic changed my life. the banshees of inisherin is one of my favorite films of all time and i cannot stress how much having read this changed the way i write for the rest of eternity.
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Or: The Night Peter Decides to Leave
Stuck in a hotel room on a hot summer night and everything means more than it does.
Bookmarked by head1968 (cortamambo)
22 Oct 2025

