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  1. Public Bookmark 78

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    When Eddie moves to Texas, Buck moves with him. (or: two men who are not even dating get a divorce.)

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    06 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    Buck gets his sister back and loses his best friend in the same week.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    “Seriously, the second I get back, you’re the one running off?” Eddie asks as he steps up to Buck. Their shoulders bumps together and Buck does his best not to flinch, from the words or the sudden contact. He’s unused to having Eddie around. The months of distance seems to have overwritten the years of familiarity. “You couldn’t have given me a settling in period?”

    Buck should joke back. That’s what he does, matched Eddie, because the two of them have been in sync for years. He can’t though, because Buck has been knocked off the track, spiraling out of Eddie’s gravitational pull, and he’s not sure how to get back on. If he even wants to get back on.

    Buck transfers out of the 118, gets a new apartment, and tries to pretend he isn't in love with his best friend.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    It’s not like Buck needs anyone to tell him what his issues are. They might as well be written on his forehead in bright red marker. He’s not ignoring it or anything; Buck just doesn’t see the point in re-litigating them every time he feels like this, every time he feels like a dog that got sent back to the pound. It’s not like he doesn’t have his friends and family, and Tommy is sleeping right next to him, but there’s a hole in Buck’s chest he’s had since he was born and he still doesn’t know how to fill it.

    When the 118 is closed for reconstruction after an earthquake, Buck is a floater for different stations around the city. He tries not to let it get to him. Much.

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    06 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    Buck needs some air, needs some peace.

    He finds both behind the funeral home hosting the wake, in a small stone-walled garden. There’s a bench, a shallow reflecting pond, and a teenager dressed all in black, hastily dispersing a cloud of candy-scented vape smoke with one hand.

    “Please don’t tell my mom.” 

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    05 Aug 2026