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    After the harrowing events of Round 7, a stray bullet from a careless guard causes another unexpected tragedy on stage: Mizi’s death.

    But just as the world dims around her, she makes one last wish to make things right— and wakes up several years in the past, well before her friends’ upcoming rounds.

    However, saving her friends won’t be easy; Sua’s already noticing her change in attitude, and Ivan’s being… well, Ivan. Despite that, she’s willing to go above and beyond for her friends.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    The cheering of the aliens in the audience sounds a lot like rain, Till thinks, and he wonders if this is how Ivan felt. If he felt as much solace as Till does now, dying with someone at his side. Bastard. 

    The world bursts with colors, vibrant life. Artificially green grass and blue skies with lazily floating clouds. He's standing in the middle of a field barefoot, with the familiar weight of a collar on his throat. The same one he died wearing. In front of him is Mizi, hand in hand with Sua, who Till remembers died like a firework show--a beautiful spectacle that tore apart everything it touched. The first thing Till does is to turn around, to turn away from the star that mesmerized and blinded him, and at his back is--

    Black eyes, wide with surprise, fingers curled into the bark of a tree just meters away. So, so close.

    Maybe God hasn't abandoned us after all.

    His ears pop. Blood streams from his nose, a steady trickle.

    Ivan catches him when he faints.

    If there's anything Till is, it's stubborn and a tad vindictive.
    (They really should have killed him right the first time.)

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    19 Jul 2026

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    What would have happened if Till hadn't let go of Ivan's hand?
    What would their lives have been like away from the Anakt Garden?

    How a small gesture can change the fate of many

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Till sighed, deep. “You really don't know how to love, do you?”
    He felt so bad. He didn’t deserve Till’s forgiveness. But the man clinging to him still held him. 
    Till sighed again. “Let me show you...”
    One cold hand went up to caress the side of Ivan’s face, and the raven-haired swore his heart may have stopped beating. Till looked him in the eyes, so sure and true, his gaze stealing Ivan’s breath and making his brain short-circuit. He wasn’t sure how he was still alive, if his heart and breathing stopped, and his brain was broken, but all he knew was a weird warmth pulsing through his veins and that it was somehow keeping him alive. 
    “And then you ask,” Till continued. “Hey, Ivan, can I kiss you?” 
    Ivan couldn’t breathe. “Yes—” He spoke before he could process, and even sooner Till had leaned in and—
    Oh. 
    Oh,
    Oh god.
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    OR: IVAN and TILL have some proper comminication and make out in tills old bed and they all lived happily ever after canon.

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    12 Jul 2026