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    Captain Buckley, who is steady, who has his shit together, who definitely does not recognize his new probie because he spent a night eight years ago with his hands in that man's hair whispering things against his skin that would get him fired on the spot if anyone in this building ever found out.

    "You must be Eddie Diaz." His hand goes out. Not shaking, by some miracle that deserves its own cathedral, its own patron saint, the patron saint of men who are dying inside and shaking hands about it. "Welcome to the 118. It’s nice to meet you, I’m Captain Buckley."

    Eddie takes his hand. A firm grip, calloused in places Buck doesn't remember, but Buck's skin recognizes him anyway, every nerve, all at once.

    "Captain." Eddie's voice is level, pleasant, perfectly neutral, and Buck would buy it completely if he couldn't see the tension bolted into Eddie's shoulders. "Thanks for having me." A beat. "You got a first name, Captain Buckley?"

    "Evan. But most people just call me Buck."

    "Buck," Eddie repeats, tasting it, dragging it out, and Buck's stomach drops through the floor. "Suits you."

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    Captain Buckley WILL NOT fuck his new probie, okay? At least, not again.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    Eddie’s fingers find the button on his jeans, thumb swirling over it once to feel the grounding grooves there, never taking his eyes off Buck’s. A flick of his wrist, and the button is undone, zipper peeling apart next. Before Eddie can even manage to shove the fabric down, Buck is—

    Holy shit, Buck is dropping to his knees in front of him.

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    Eddie accidentally wishes his dick away. Buck is eager to help him get it back.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    “Best friends,” Eddie repeats the words like they're foreign. Like he’s never heard them before.

    “Yeah, you know that,” Buck insists, he’s tempted to reach out, wants to pull Eddie into him, but he’s not sure if that would help or hurt right now. “We’re BuckandEddie,” he adds for good measure. That’s what everyone always says. It’s an easy answer when they’re acting ways that others deem bizarre.

    Eddie is silent, seemingly processing what Buck just said. He can’t be sure, but Buck feels like he just failed some test he didn’t know he was taking. That was not the right answer.

    “What exactly do you think we’re doing here, Buck?” He demands, gaze steely as he finally meets Buck’s eye. His tone is so cold it sends a shiver down Buck’s spine. Do you know how much Christopher misses you? How could you? You’re not around. All traces of golden syrupy warmth from earlier in the afternoon are gone. “Are you fucking all of your best friends bare?”

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    Buck and Eddie are having platonic best friend sex. Buck's sure of it.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    And Buck’s there, face just inches from Eddie’s, forearm braced against Eddie’s sternum so that he feels it every time his ribs expand. It’s all heat and strength and that fizz below his skin that makes him feel like he might be losing his mind. They’re so close like this that for a second he actually thinks Buck might be about to kiss him.

    Buck doesn’t say anything, just licks his lips, eyes trained on his mouth like he can’t meet his eye. Eddie waits a beat, then baits him, “Chain of command.”

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    Eddie baits Buck into spanking him.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    The thing is, Eddie’s not small. He’s carried grown men bigger than him out of a burning building. He stands at six feet. He’s broad and large, and he knows that his stature was something the women he was with liked about him.

    Sometimes though, Buck makes him feel small.

    He likes it.

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    Eddie discovers he has a size kink.

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    05 Aug 2026