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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    Ilya is thirty three and his life is finally settled. Then a call from Russia informs him that Alexei has overdosed and died. This brings things to the surface.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Rookie Roz has fucking nothing on the self-destructive bastard that spawns in the fall of 2016.

    The demon that has swapped places with Cliff's best friend has one goal, and that is seemingly to kill the body it has stolen. The CGM app looks like a goddamn mountain range, and for the entire first two weeks after The Breakup Cliff is waking up several times a night to call Roz and get him to deal with the high or low that he’s trying to sleep through.

    And then the notifications stop.

    (Or, 5 times and ways someone helps Ilya manage his type one diabetes + 1 time the world finds out about it)

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    22 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    Ilya Rozanov has been owned by the agency since he was twelve years old. He has been trained, molded, shot, broken, and pumped full of experimental serums until they decided he was ready to face the world as Weapon 8-1R. Silence was beat into him, and he hasn’t spoken since he was a child. The first day he went on a mission, he stopped being a he. He started being an it. That was almost 50 years ago.

    Now, it’s scraping together a timeline from dates on dossiers when it’s let out of the cryogenic chamber and hoping to god it doesn’t die on one of their missions. It has to live for as long as they let it. It can’t let its family die.

    Weapon 8-1R is sent on a mission to eliminate an enemy threat: Shane Hollander. The mission starts like any other, but it quickly takes a turn for the worse. Now, the Weapon has to escape the compound, complete its mission, and return to the agency. But warm brown eyes draw it in, and maybe, maybe, there’s something other than nothing in its future. Maybe. If it’ll let itself believe.

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    16 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 80

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    A lot happens in 2021.

    Troy Barrett is settled. He's out, he's in love. He's playing hockey on a great team.

    From the inside, he watches as his captain is outed, gets married, and brings his husband, Shane Hollander, into the Centaurs' locker room. Things shift, a little at a time.

    New for the world, he thinks. New in front of the world.

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    15 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 71

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    I am happy.

    Ilya tells himself this every morning and every night. He tells himself this in the car on the way to see Galina. He tells himself this when Shane scores a hat trick against Montreal and kisses Ilya at center ice. He tells himself this when the Centaurs break the Presidents’ Trophy curse to win their first Cup ever.

    I am so, so happy, Ilya thinks, because maybe if he says it enough times, if he just wishes hard enough, it will finally be true.

    OR: The many faces of Ilya's depression over the years.

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    09 Jun 2026