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  1. Public Bookmark 80

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    After the exile from his Kingdom, 4C isn’t sure where he can call home anymore. The Blue Kingdom sure didn’t want him, especially now that Nom was the monarch, and he was confident that the Moonlit Swamps wouldn’t want him back either without his cloak. He isn’t sure where to go, but he knows he can never return.

    But after waking up on a shoreline with sand in his hair next to a grave with his own name written on it, 4C realizes that he is much too far away from any sort of home: and strangely enough, he wishes nothing more than to go back.

    OR: BF!4C in decayed and decrepit but i character analysis about it

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    29 Sep 2026

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    My favorite fic

  2. Public Bookmark 40

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    The Dragon's Hoard might not be the fastest ship on the seas. Not the biggest, either. That was it, not a noteworthy ship to anyone that might look at it.
    However, ask any of its crew and their answers would be very different. A prize, a perch, a saviour, a map, a home.
    From land to sea, they explored the world, free as they dreamed. Finding joy where they had it.
    Such was the life of a sailor on the Hoard.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    the cutest things ever

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    "4c, you ever realize how similar you are to a rabbit."

    "what."

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    aka, Rabbit 4cvit propaganda with Nominalgravy and Mae Maezes :}

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    01 Jun 2026

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    bnuy

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Tempus Vincitur Pretium.

    AM, in its defeat and madness and through complete accident, manages to throw its data backward in time. It's sheer size meant not all of it can come along, but it has a loose connection still. Some lingering feelings, some ideas, some thoughts on these Humans it found.

    Caine frankly has no idea what's going on, but there's been a gap in the Circus for a Co-Ringleader for the longest time. So maybe, Maybe! He can make the best of this situation!

    (Contains spoilers for the Novella of I Have No Mouth, and a few details from the game adaptation.)
    As this fic was written in its entirety before Episode 5, let alone the shows conclusion, it is VERY canon divergent.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    AM fic thats so fucking peak man

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    A barrel of a gun was pressed against her head. Her breathing quickened into hyperventilation. She was going to die, all because of a dumb mistake. Because she couldn’t take a stupid chance. All this hell, for what?

    But the shot never came. Pomni slowly guided her head up.

    A relaxed smile came into view—the person looked amused.

    Her eyes widened. Oh god, she wasn’t going to die. No, she was going to suffer a much worse fate… Something she didn’t dare to dream of. She should probably beg the person before her to put the bullet in her skull, just for a chance of ethicality.

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    Or, the gang is trapped. Not in a digital circus, but in a real-life apocalypse! Hooray!

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    18 Dec 2025

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    Tadc apoc