disfunction_surrender



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    Something inside him unfurls like a rose. His shoulders droop and it’s only a matter of time before he starts crying again. She used to really hate it when that happened. He thinks it’s because it’s harder for her to cry and she’s jealous.

    “Did my life mean anything to you?” He doesn’t even know what he’s asking. Was his life worth it? Did she like him, in the end? His head is starting to hurt.

    Stratt sucks in a sharp breath. She looks at him for a long time before she nods slowly. She looks away from him and seems to hesitate, opens her mouth then closes it. Finally, she takes a deep breath and looks at him with her piercing and endless eyes.

    “It was the only thing that mattered for a long time. During those years right after the launch.”

    Grace can’t keep his eyes on her. He looks down to her hands and sees she’s twisting her fingers together until they’re bloodless.

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    No Astrophage AU -
    It's been years since Dr Ryland Grace turned his back on the tatters of his once-promising scientific career, and he's found happiness as a teacher. But when his old boss, the demanding Eva Stratt, reaches out to ask for his help, he finds himself picking up the phone anyway.

    All too quickly, it becomes harder and harder to remember why he walked away.

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    17 Sep 2026

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    Eva Stratt wakes up in space, knowing the following facts:

    - Ryland Grace is her soulmate
    - He knew from the very first day they met, and refused to tell her for years
    - She forced him to go to space against his will, and in return, he revealed their bond, dragging her there with him
    - When he wakes up, he won't remember any of it

    Now, she has to navigate the biology of a newly discovered soulbond, and guide her amnesia-ridden soulmate through a suicide mission that is also humanity's only hope.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    A little over thirteen years after the Hail Mary launch, Eva Stratt is released from prison to assist the world’s bickering space agencies after a junior NASA technician spots an unidentified object near the orbit of Neptune. It appears to be on a direct collision course with Earth, and is moving so quickly it does not appear to be affected by any local gravitational forces, not even that of Sol. Oh, and one more thing—it seems to be slowing down.

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    Captain Dr. Ryland Grace pilots the Hail Mary home long before (and long, long after) its mission is supposed to be complete. In their desperate venture beyond their solar system, humanity may have just accidentally unlocked a new chapter in interstellar physics.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    Shane was an omega, or he was going to be, his test results were clear on that fact. It wasn't technically the end of the world, omegas were technically allowed in the MHL, but there were rules. Rules for safety. Rules like having to be mated. So he needed to suck it up, socialise and find an alpha who was willing to mate an eighteen year old who wanted to play ice hockey, a sport known for it's tendency to land players in hospital with permanent dissabilities.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov, an Epa alpha who made the unusualness of Shane's male omega status practically normal by comparison. But they had something in common, a frustrating safety rule barring them both entry to the MHL without a mating bond. Someone really should have thought that one through before letting two young dumb teenagers make one of the biggest decisions of their lives for the love of hockey.

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    04 Sep 2026