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    “When Shane lifted the glass to his lips, realized he couldn’t drink more. He was already full from those two sips; plus, nausea began to grow, overt and invasively making its gleeful path from his stomach to his throat. The waistband of his shorts became tighter as he began to bloat, a caricature of an impossible pregnancy. In the meantime, Anya whined against him, resting her cool, moist nose against his stomach.”

    What if Shane had Gastroparesis? And Troy Barrett, Harris Drover, and the Ottawa Centaurs cause a massive flare?

    A Troy Barrett, Harris Drover, and Ottawa Centaurs Bashing Fic.

    It’s Gastroparesis Awareness Month!

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    08 Sep 2026

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    Newly signed with the Ottawa Centaurs, Shane's plan is to avoid social media for at least forty-eight hours. This plan goes up in smoke when ESPN publishes an online article about Shane's signing with the headline "A Chink In The Armour?"

    Before Shane and his team can quietly resolve the issue without it going viral, Troy f--ing Barrett decides that actually, racism is bad and he should start posting about that too, starting with ESPN's article. Inevitably, everything gets out of control and Ilya, Troy, and the Centaurs are left to grapple with the uncomfortable reality Shane faces as a gay Asian-Canadian who plays hockey.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    "Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.

    And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.

    You don’t deserve his last name."

     

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    content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Shane has been hiding his designation for his entire NHL career. It's been hard, but its been worth it.

    Then a single moment makes everything come tumbling down.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    There were questions the medical staff were entitled to ask and routine answers he was mandated to give, but Shane abso-fucking-lutely had not informed anybody on the Voyageurs staff that he was an omega or, what the fuck, given permission for them to make decisions about his contraceptive methods.

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    05 Sep 2026