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Sex on the regular was boring, condom on, dick in, two minutes of thrusting before coming and Till would be left unsatisfied. He stopped fucking around not soon after realising he only ever came imagining Ivan and right now he has the real deal in front of him.
Ivan's desire bleeds into Till as he manhandles, touches, and bites.
There's nobody else who would touch Till like this. Like they're trying to consume and own him in every sense to the point it feels primal. Till wonders if it's because they share the same blood.
Or Ivan and Till's bond is thicker than blood
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21 Aug 2026
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Till is afraid that he has officially broken Ivan, until he says: "Let's do it. You and me." The amount of anticipation in Ivan's tone takes Till by surprise. "I just said you don't have to do it with me-"
"But I want to. I want it to be you." Ivan interrupts, cutting Till off.
Till scratches his neck, saying "Okay. Well, I don't want this to ruin our friendship or anything. I just want you to know I'm not doing this 'cause I'm gay for you or anything."
Till offers to pose as Ivan's own fake boyfriend to ward off people who desperately try to worm themselves into Ivan's life. It's just what best buds do for each other, right?
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17 Aug 2026
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Trying to escape yet another of the aliens’ imposed duties, Till ends up trapping himself and Ivan in a strange room. As if being trapped with the most annoying person in the universe wasn’t bad enough, the only way they can leave is by a mutual activity neither are ready for.
Ivan has never acted on rebellion before, but he thinks this ordeal might be way more fun than following his duties.
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10 Aug 2026
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Ivan is trying his best to be a responsible boss, but there's only so much of his employee's thirsting that he can take.
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08 Aug 2026
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You’re hurt.” Ivan’s voice is quiet, final. He steps back, and Till feels the loss like a physical thing. “And you’re inexperienced.”
“I’m not a kid.”
“I know.” Ivan moves toward the kitchen, and Till watches him go, furious and desperate and aching. “That’s not the point.”
Till follows him, restless energy burning through his bruised body. “The point is I want you. The point is I’m— and you keep—you keep acting like—”
“Like what?” Ivan pulls out a first aid kit from under the sink, methodical. He’s compartmentalizing, treating this like a problem to solve rather than something happening between them.
“Like you don’t feel anything towards me,” Till spits.
Ivan goes still. When he turns to face Till, there’s something different in his expression—something that flickers across his face too fast to fully hide. Hurt, maybe. Or anger. On Ivan, it’s hard to tell.
“You know that’s not true,” he says quietly.
“Then why won’t you touch me?”Series
- Part 3 of hypnopagnia
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04 Aug 2026