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    Buck's jaw shifts, like maybe he was expecting a fight. They're no strangers to those. Eddie could give him one, if he felt like it; he knows the rhythm all too well. Lash out, dig his fingers into every sore spot he can find, whatever it takes to shove Buck—anyone, really—out of range of his own raw and impossible feelings.

    This isn't so raw anymore. He knows what he wants.

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    Or: Eddie works up to coming out. Once again, Buck ends up being the last one to know.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    There’s a joke in here somewhere, probably. If he could figure out how to word it right. Hey, so we’ve both been broken up for a while—those Army days, man, shit gets lonely—

     

    So, a widower walks into a bar, and he hasn’t been held by someone he loves in years.

     

    So, the last time I was close to you, really close to you, I was restarting your heart. Isn’t that funny? We can laugh, right? You can laugh. It’s funny.

     

    Jesus Christ.

    Eddie rolls over in his empty bed, mashes his face back into his pillow, and forces himself to fall asleep.

    or: buck doesn’t touch eddie anymore. eddie’s losing it, a little bit.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    He’s still greedy, even now. Still can’t figure out how to loosen his grip on it just a little, knuckles white with how hard he’s holding on, but he’s trying so hard to give Eddie space and time because he asked for it, because when they got together, Eddie couldn’t seem to stop looking at him when he asked Buck to be patient with him, couldn’t hide the nerves from his voice, the vulnerability of his open chest, the honesty in his fingers against Buck’s wrist where he’d held on so gently as if he was afraid to come any closer. So Buck is trying, to just sink into having it rather than wanting more, to let it be enough rather than him being too much, and he’s been doing good, mostly. He’s been doing good.

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    Or asking for what you want is asking too much of Buck, except it isn’t really. Not when it’s Eddie.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “Hi,” Buck smiles at him, soft. “Can’t sleep, baby?”

    Theo’s lips wobble, eyes filling up with tears. He shakes his head in a miserable little no.

    “Come here,” Buck makes grabby hands at him, bracing himself when Theo runs over and sprawls on him, knees digging into Buck’s stomach.

    —theo can't sleep, and he spills a (big) secret.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    “Can you open your eyes?”

    “No. I can’t look at you.”

    “Because I’m gay?”

    Buck sighs dramatically.

    “Because you’re pretty. And because you’re gay. Because you’re gay and pretty.”

    “Buck,” Eddie laughs. “Open your eyes.”

     

    Or, Eddie comes out to Buck. Buck panics. Hijinks ensue.

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    21 Jun 2026