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    Shane, prickling with insecurity after seeing paparazzi photos of Ilya with an ex, tries to pick a fight.

    Ilya disarms him completely by sitting in an armchair and calmly ordering, “On your knees.”

    When Shane hesitates, Ilya adds, “You want to prove you’re better than a memory? Show me.”

    Or,

    Shane is jealous. Ilya is more than ready to fuck him out of it.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Shane didn’t know losing a bet meant being made to fuck himself raw on Ilya’s fist like a deranged animal.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Caught between the roar of the rink and the hush of a locked door, Shane insists he can’t stand Ilya, but everything changes once he’s pinned, moaning “Daddy,” and Ilya starts calling him “baby” like a promise he intends to keep.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Wolves and vampires don't mix. They're natural-born enemies and everyone knows that.
    Shane knows wanting Ilya is a bad idea, even if he's never wanted anything more.
    Ilya keeps pretending their encounters mean nothing, even when he suddenly can't sleep unless a warm puppy is cuddled right next to him.

     

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    Shane Hollander came to the Enlightenment Program for one reason: to earn his place in Luxe, the elite city reserved for the strongest minds and bodies in the world.

    He came to learn more discipline and emotional control, not to get distracted by a curly-haired vampire who makes him want to fall on his knees every time he's around.

    Ilya Rozanov has lived long enough to know better than to fuck a werewolf. Especially such a rigid, stubborn one, who is begging to be taken apart every time he looks at Ilya.

    With those sweet Bambi eyes and beautiful freckles.

    Wanting Shane Hollander is a terrible idea. But when Shane gives him permission to enter his space—literally—something shifts in him.

    Suddenly, winning the program isn't Ilya's goal anymore.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    A memory loss fic where Shane gets hit hard in the head and wakes up in the hospital. He thinks he is 27, sneaking around with Ilya and still in the closet, only to learn that they are married.

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    Tears spilled down his mother's cheeks. “No, honey, you’re not twenty seven. You're twenty nine. Almost thirty.”

    Shane snorted. “That can’t—”

    “It is, sweetheart. And Ilya is…”

    She glanced at the door where two large shadows stood just beyond the frosted glass window. The shorter one embraced the much, much taller one.

    Shane’s heart started beating frantically in his chest. His head pounded as he tried to take in what he was hearing, tried to process what the fuck his mother was saying to him.

    “Ilya,” he squeaked. “Ilya is what?”

    “Ilya is your husband.”

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    10 Sep 2026