existentialwail
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欲不可纵 by existentialwail for ChezPillow (PillowLord)
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 Jan 2025
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柳情歌的欲望强的下流: 柳情歌，落冰河，和五年血液。
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- Part 1 of All But English Exchange
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spark at the breaking by existentialwail
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
01 Jan 2025
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Liu Qingge wants so much it's obscene: bingliu, and five years of blood.
English translation of CN fic "欲不可纵”
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- Part 2 of All But English Exchange
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because it is bitter, and because it is my heart by existentialwail for Kamaete
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
08 Oct 2024
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The girl is in the middle of ruining Liu Mingyan’s borrowed silks when Qi Qingqi walks in on them.
It's overenthusiastic, to make such a mess so early on. But the girl's hot and pulsing even through the layers of fabric, and Liu Mingyan's pulse is quivering against the long fingers the girl’s wrapped about her throat. Each rough, graceless grind sends heat racing through Liu Mingyan’s own core. She could be any eager young thing fallen into Liu Mingyan’s bed during one of Luo Binghe’s many campaigns, but for her Xian Shu robes, and her face, still tensed in frustrated pleasure–still identical to Liu Mingyan’s own.
Liu Mingyan meets Qi Qingqi’s gaze, and smirks.
Or: PIDW!Liu Mingyan lands in SVSSS, and spends some time familiarizing herself with her alternate. Qi Qingqi gets caught in the crossfire.
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to the blade-dented bone by existentialwail
Fandoms: Professional Wrestling, World Wrestling Entertainment
18 Jul 2023
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Three days after Toronto and your neck still aches. Your arm, too, and your back, but those are lesser concerns now, dull throbbing things compared to the lightning-burst pain skittering across the column of your throat.
It's strange. A week ago you'd believed the blow to the back of your head would be the most painful you'd ever endure, that you'd already weathered Shirai at her worst and survived. But Shirai always did have a knack for surpassing her own limits. You really shouldn't even be surprised.
Or: Io Shirai puts her friendship with Candice LeRae to the torch. In the aftermath, Candice regroups, and re-evaluates.
Recent series
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All But English Exchange by existentialwail
Fandom 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 Jan 2025
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The Hand of Yavanna by oswinry for ThatOneTimetraveller
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
27 Aug 2023
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Blessed by the Valar, the Noldor had whispered, when flowers had bloomed below Fingolfin’s marching feet, and spread in his mingled joy and rage to the entire host.
Yavanna’s blessing has been upon Fingolfin from the day of his birth, and her hand was upon him until the day he died. A story about love, strength, anger, and how flowers grow.- Language:
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Bookmarked by existentialwail
15 Aug 2026
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Making A House Call by emma_and_orlando
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, TOLKIEN J. R. R. - Works & Related Fandoms
25 Feb 2026
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Indis can't quite recall the last time she laid eyes upon Curufin's wife. in fact, it seems no one has laid eyes upon her for some time. Making a house call is technically below Indis' station, but she goes on her husband's request.
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Bookmarked by existentialwail
12 Aug 2026
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The same night he arose and took his two wives, his two maids, and his eleven children, and crossed the ford of the Jabbok. He took them and sent them across the stream, and likewise everything that he had. And Jacob was left alone; and a man wrestled with him until the breaking of the day. — Genesis 32:22-24
The night had come over Mahanayim, and it had come like the hawks, gliding on the wind — the warm wind that whispers about the Mount of Gilead and caresses the waves of the river Jordan, a wind that, like hawks, made Jacob look high above and inspect the sparse blinking stars, that breathed in the noses of his host as they approached Canaan.
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Bookmarked by existentialwail
09 Jul 2026
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aredhel ar-feiniel, kinslayer by jauneclair
Fandom The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
09 Aug 2026
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Bookmarked by existentialwail
05 Jul 2026
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Shāh māt by TheLionInMyBed
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, TOLKIEN J. R. R. - Works & Related Fandoms
06 May 2017
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Fingolfin wants to be king. Maedhros wants him to be king. You'd think reaching an agreement on the matter would be simple.
It isn't.
Bookmarked by existentialwail
20 Jun 2026