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Commiseration by IlyaRizzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Aug 2026
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Two souls. Searching for something.
Bookmarked by pregnanthudsonwilliams (expensiveharry)
28 Aug 2026
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Growing Sideways by BriefExhalation
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jul 2026
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“Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”
“How bad is it?”
“Shane, please.”
“Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”
He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”
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After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?
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Bookmarked by pregnanthudsonwilliams (expensiveharry)
01 Aug 2026
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01 Aug 2026
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As Much As It Takes by apliddell for atdaokai
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jul 2026
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"I um," Shane pauses, squares his shoulders. Ilya has been watching him make coffee in his underwear, and he drags his attention back from Shane's ass to try to listen to what he's saying. "I went off the pill," Shane says quietly, looking up from coffee making to smile hopefully at Ilya.
"The pill," Ilya repeats, one eyebrow raised.
"My birth control."
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- Part 2 of Full of It
Bookmarked by pregnanthudsonwilliams (expensiveharry)
26 Jul 2026
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When their eyes met for the first time, Ilya knew. He knew that this rather shy waiter with adorable freckles decorating his nose and face, who introduced himself as Shane, was exactly what Ilya had been looking for all along.
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Bookmarked by pregnanthudsonwilliams (expensiveharry)
22 Jul 2026