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  1. Rec 12

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    “It’s too hot, it’s too cold, I’m too tired, I have too much homework; you always have some excuse. This isn’t supposed to be something to avoid like the plague,” said Ivan, shooting him a glare. “Do you even like me?”

    And there it was.

    Do you even like me had become something of a refrain in Till’s life, even before he and Ivan had started officially going out. He did like him, obviously, but the way Ivan said it always reeked of entitlement.
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    ivan finally convinces till to have sex with him, and what happens next is history

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    06 Aug 2026

  2. Rec 1

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    Rockstar Ivan/Emo Till with 15 years of age gap. What more do you need to know?

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    18 May 2026

  3. Rec *

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    Strong arms locked around Till, holding him back, but the insanity came in violent spasms. He needed to hear his voice again. Sickness festered in his gut until it coursed through his constricted throat; it burned as his voice clawed out. “I…van…”

    His hand lashed out again, viciously pointing, panic boiling in his chest. “Iva…n.”

     

    ✿ Or: Eight years after the Alien Stage was blown up, Till has found some semblance of peace with the rebels. But, of course, fate decides to fuck with him. He searches for Ivan.

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    10 Mar 2026

  4. Rec 1

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    till and ivan’s fucked-up, no-good journey towards their own self-acceptance. with the added plus of navigating the worst kind of situationship ever possible. verse ivantill/tillivan. modern au.

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    08 Jan 2026

  5. Rec 24

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    "Would it help if I recommended you a place to go? I've got quite a bit of experience, I'm sure I could find a good one. And, if it'd help, I wouldn't mind going with you. Would that help?"

    That was much easier than Ivan expected. Till practically waltzed right through the plan, step for step. Ivan is about to say yes, about to set a date and run home to scream into his pillow, when Till continues.

    "Or," he says, and Ivan freezes. "I could do it. Pierce your ears." He smiles, small and a little nervous. "I actually used to give them to friends quite often in college. Steady artist's hands, I guess."

    Ivan's plan to get Till to accompany him to get his ears pierced goes awry when Till offers to pierce them himself. And who is Ivan to refuse?

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    25 Dec 2025