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    Ilya. He is still sleeping fitfully in Irina’s bed, face crumpled and lips turned down. Irina leans over him and presses a single kiss to the crease between his eyebrows, and then leans back just enough to watch Ilya’s big, blue eyes blink open at her.

    She holds a finger against her lips, waiting until Ilya nods before she straightens up and beckons him to get out of bed. When Ilya is standing, Irina helps him into a clean sweater, his coat, scarf, and hat. Ilya looks terribly confused, but allows himself to be dressed like a toddler, watching his mother curiously but without question. He is twelve years old, certainly old enough to dress himself, and maybe Grigory has a point when he insists that Irina coddles Ilya too much, but, good heavens, that face, how could she not?

    It is not until Ilya notices the suitcase by the bedroom door that his expression changes. His eyes darken at first, and then his face screws up minutely, looking at Irina with thinly veiled horror.

    “Be completely silent, solnyshko,” Irina breathes. “We have to go.”

     

    Irina Rozanova chooses differently.

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    08 Aug 2026

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    Set six months after the events of the original story, Shane Hollander is now a nineteen-year-old NHL rookie and assistant captain of the struggling Montreal Metros. In private, he is living a secret double life in a relationship with his former professor Ilya Rozanov.

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    04 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 46

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    “Tell me what you want.” Shane’s voice had an edge that was new to Ilya, sending a thrill through his stomach and making him long to touch himself for some relief. He’d seen Shane come apart a thousand different ways, had thought he’d known all the ways his voice hitched and sighed and pitched, moaned and whimpered and begged and even insisted. But this - this was… commanding. It left no room for questioning, something Ilya figured was best with someone like Parker, who seemed so prone to questioning. It made Ilya both insanely proud of him and wildly aroused.

    Parker honest-to-god whimpered in response to Shane’s question, and to Shane’s hand coming to close gently around his throat. He took a few heavy, open-mouthed breaths before replying. “I- I want to taste you. Can I, please, can I suck you off?” His voice was ragged around the edges already.

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    Or, Hollanov gets on a dating app. Shane’s interested in trying to top, but both he and Ilya know it won’t happen if he tries to top Ilya, so Ilya suggests they find a third for some fun, so he can help talk Shane through how to top.

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    20 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7751

    Mystery Work

    Part of AZRAELRIEGO
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    13 Mar 2026

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    the best fic i’ve read

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    “Shane,” Rose says gently. “I don’t think Eva is good for you.”

    Shane sighs into his water glass. This again. You get one shoe thrown at you during an argument, and suddenly everyone thinks you’re being abused.

    Or: Shane ends up dating Rose’s co-star rather than her, and soon finds himself in an abusive relationship. Ilya and Shane's friends need to put aside their differences in order to keep him safe.

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    12 Mar 2026