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   Despite the distance between us by kotiklaris (gravollet)

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   01 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov
   • Jean-Jacques Boiziau | J. J. Dagenais
   • Hayden Pike
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Suicide
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Angst
   • No Happy Ending Fest
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Angst with No Happy Ending
   • Betaed
   • Episode: s01e05 I'll Believe in Anything (Heated Rivalry)
   • Tags Contain Spoilers
   • I kissed the brick I promise
   • i'm serious they both die
   • it's gonna hurt but it's a good hurt
   • shane opens his heart like there's no tomorrow
   • and then there isn't a tomorrow
   • if there's a heaven that's where their hea is
   • in here we have pain and tears only

   Summary

   "Hi Rozan... Ilya, It's Shane. But of course you know that. I... huh... I know you're busy and that things are probably... insane right now. I just wanted to check in, I guess. I know you won't listen to this, but I just... I keep thinking about you all the way there, alone. I wish... I wish I could be there with you. I... I miss you. (Shane exhales, then inhales deeply). Fuck. I do miss you. So much. I'll see you in two weeks, ok? Take care of yourself Ilya. Bye."

   Or,

   Shane pours his heart out on his voicemails to Ilya.
   It's too late when Ilya finally listens to them.

   Series

   • Part 1 of silence like a cancer grows

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   25,406

   Chapters:

   13/13

   Comments:

   236

   Kudos:

   545

   Bookmarks:

   190

   Hits:

   19,529

   Bookmarked by gravollet

   18 May 2026

2. Public Bookmark 77

   heated rivalry covers ❀ by gravollet

   Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)

   • General Audiences, Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No category
   • Series in Progress

   13 Aug 2026

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Cover Art

   Summary

   ⋆. 𐙚˚࿔ i like reading fics on my kindle so i gotta make covers for them otherwise i cry ･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

   Words:

   4

   Works:

   134

   Bookmarks:

   77

   Bookmarked by kotiklaris (gravollet)

   03 Aug 2026

3. Public Bookmark 72

   you and you and nothing but you by kotiklaris (gravollet)

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, The Last Five Years (2014), Last 5 Years - Brown  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   14 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • no beta we die like ilya's dad
   • POV Alternating
   • Slurs
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
   • Racism
   • Shane Hollander Has an Eating Disorder
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Implied/Referenced Cheating
   • cheating but not on each other
   • it's not even a paragraph
   • there is barely any tongue

   Summary

   It's 2021, and the plane is about to crash.
   Ilya closes his eyes with the certainty he would have always chosen Hollander.

   It's 2008, and Shane's first thoughts when he wakes up already belong to Rozanov.
   For years, he runs from the reality his dreams force him to face.

   They spend the years in between speaking in a language the other is not fluent in.

   Or,

   what it actually cost to play the long game.

   Can we please for a minute
   Stop blaming and say what you feel?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   41,423

   Chapters:

   10/26

   Comments:

   87

   Kudos:

   75

   Bookmarks:

   72

   Hits:

   4,306

   Bookmarked by gravollet

   05 Jul 2026