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Your Lips by heavy_heartstrings
Fandoms: Horizon (Video Games), Horizon: Forbidden West (Video Game), Horizon: Zero Dawn (Video Game)
09 Apr 2023
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Aloy sees Kotallo without his face paint for the first time and becomes a little obsessed.
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You Make It Feel Like Home by heavy_heartstrings
Fandoms: Sand Castle (2017), Henry Cavill - Fandom
14 Feb 2022
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Melanie is a single mother struggling through life. But when she needs to hire a carpenter to renovate her daughter's bedroom she might find out that sometimes life gives you exactly what you need.
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Rose sighed deeply, already tuning out her friends endless bickering. Lately the monotone routine of her life had started to bother her more than usual. When she was younger she'd had all these plans, she was going to travel and see the world, meet interesting people and fall in love. Now here she was, 22 years old, still living at home and working in a shop.
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What was Candler thinking before and after his proposal to Monica in TOW The Girl Who Hits Joey?
Canon. One shot.
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Drusilla never finds out that Jenny is planning on translating the curse, causing Angel to wreak havoc elsewhere.
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i find you every time, this little light of mine by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Aug 2026
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Shane is the steady ground he stands upon, the hand that guides him, the very air that he breathes. They’re so entwined now, that Ilya is certain he would cease to exist if ever they were separated.
It’s maybe becoming a problem.
Or, 5 times Ilya and Shane try (and fail) not to be codependent, and 1 time they just give into it.
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05 Aug 2026
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stay (cause you're all i need) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Feb 2026
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“Don’t go,” Ilya manages to choke out, burying his face under Shane’s chin and squeezing his eyes shut. He inhales sharply, pressing his nose deeper into Shane’s throat to breathe in his scent. Right now, it’s Ilya’s body soap, vanilla and spice, masked under salt and skin. He inhales it like it's his own personal supply of air, what he needs to extinguish the burning in his lungs.
“Ilya,” Shane says, voice urgent, “you’re shaking, I—your breathing’s too fast—” He tries to pull back, needs to see Ilya’s face, needs to see what’s wrong, but Ilya just shakes his head and clings tighter.
“Please don’t go, Shane,” Ilya whispers, pleading. I’m sorry, please don’t go, don’t go—
OR: ilya and shane accidentally recreate the tuna-melt day, and ilya realizes just how much old wounds hurt.
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02 Aug 2026
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the way you love me by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jul 2026
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Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.
It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.
(Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)
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13 Jul 2026
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I Know There’s A Room Where I’m Happy (Let Me In, Let Me In) by Buddieaya
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
06 Jun 2025
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He’d shoved the envelope into his pocket, fingers tightening around it like holding it too carefully might make it more real. Around him, everyone else slipped out quietly, one by one, each of them clearly ready or at least willing to face whatever Bobby had left behind for them.
But Eddie stayed seated, and he was the last to leave.
Not because he needed more time, but because he already knew he didn’t want to read it.
He couldn’t read it.
Or; After Bobby’s death, everyone at the 118 receives a letter he wrote before he passed. Eddie gets his and overwhelmed by guilt and grief, he doesn’t open it right away. Instead, he spirals, goes out, drinks too much, hooks up with a guy, and loses the letter.
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we only know the love we’re shown by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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Ilya has always known Shane could do better than him. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that he’s finally found it.
Found someone else.
Because that’s what this is, isn’t it?
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14 Jun 2026