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[No-Crash AU]
In the Spring of 1996, Jackie reads Shauna's journal and they go their separate ways.
In the Winter of 2000, they run into each other at the Taylors' yearly Christmas party and everything begins again.
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Shauna and Jackie fight and cut contact, have hate sex at a Christmas party in Jackie's old bedroom when they see each other again four years later, and ruin their twenties trying to figure out how to deal with loving someone they haven’t learned how to forgive.
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Bookmarked by iCleanWater
23 Aug 2026
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I'd sooner die than bury you (grieving, grieving, constantly grieving) by ILovedHerAndSometimesSheLovedMeToo
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
17 Jul 2025
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This is what Rumi knows to be true: Zoey and Mira don’t want her.
Zoey and Mira don’t want her, and she does not want herself, and so she goes to the only other person who might.
(She always found herself jealous of euthanized dogs)
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As Zoey and Mira walk towards their impending doom, into Gwi-Ma's gaping maw, the entire world waits with bated breath for a hero. For someone to come with a song, a light in the dark, to save the day. But, no one does. And as destiny falls apart and fate screams in disapproval, the Honmoon reaches out to fix a cosmic error. Again, and again. No matter how many times it takes.
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07 Jul 2026
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ganz unerwartet // completely unexpected by neednot
Fandoms: Rebecca - Daphne du Maurier, Rebecca - Levay/Kunze, Rebecca - Daphne du Maurier & Related Fandoms, Rebecca (Movie 2020)
13 Sep 2025
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One year after the events of ganz besonders, Mrs. de Winter struggles with balancing her ongoing affair with Mrs. Danvers and her devotion to Maxim. When Rebecca's boat is finally found, though, she must finally decide who is right for her, and what her future at Manderley will be.
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- Part 4 of ganz besonders
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01 Jul 2026
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du gehörst nur mir // you (only) belong to me by neednot
Fandoms: Rebecca - Daphne du Maurier, Rebecca - Levay/Kunze, Rebecca (Movie 2020)
15 Feb 2022
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I should have known, in retrospect, how it was going to end. How it always ended with us, ever since I had taken her down to the boathouse, ever since my affair with Mrs. Danvers had begun five months prior. I should have known it from the way she talked about Rebecca, from every my Rebecca that fell from her lips.
I should have known it wouldn’t take her long to possess me in the same way.
(Or, Danny sees Ich flirting at a party and gets jealous.)
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- Part 3 of ganz besonders
Bookmarked by iCleanWater
01 Jul 2026
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ganz besonders / completely peculiar by neednot
Fandoms: Rebecca - Daphne du Maurier, Rebecca - Levay/Kunze, Rebecca - Daphne du Maurier & Related Fandoms, Rebecca (Movie 2020)
03 Jul 2020
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"I had no romantic feelings towards her, and I was certain she felt the same.
But we were both so horrendously, wretchedly lonely."The new Mrs. de Winter finds herself still living in Rebecca's shadow, and with the realization that her husband offers no comfort, turns to someone else instead.
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- Part 2 of ganz besonders
Bookmarked by iCleanWater
01 Jul 2026