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Awsten and Travis become friends with benefits in college. Travis wants more, but Awsten insists that he's straight and only wants to fuck Travis because he's horny; he doesn't actually Like him, right?
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"I remember when we were recording Cluster, [Mikey] was hesitant to record bass for us like we wanted, 'cause y'know, he's a busy guy, but in the end I was able to convince him by doing him some favors I'd never done for another guy before. But our fans are too young to know any more than that!" - an actual real quote that Awsten Knight said in an interview once
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Riz realizes that his feelings towards Fabian are more than just friendship feelings at literally the worst possible time.
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'Till I Find A Better Way To Waste My Time by insane_outsane
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
18 Apr 2024
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Steve's hand slipped into his pocket and he pulled out the note Nancy had helped him write. His thumb slid over the crease where he had folded it.
Steve never planned for anyone else to see it. The only reason he let Nancy see it was because he needed her help to make it sound the way he wanted to. But maybe if Steve didn't have the confidence to tell Eddie himself about all the confusing feelings he had towards him, or ask him if they were actually friends, he could just anonymously give him the note and see what he thought. And he knew Eddie could use some positivity. But what if he found out it was Steve? What if the note upset Eddie? Before Steve could consider his doubts for longer than a few seconds, he was slipping the note in between the slats at the top of Eddie's locker.
Since Eddie tells Dustin everything, and Dustin tells Steve everything, he assumed he'd hear what Eddie thought about it soon enough.
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"You have a date?" Steve knocked on the open door and then walked in, presumably here to give the kids a ride home.
"Eddie's starting a business. People pay him and he goes on dates with them or walks them home so other people will stop bothering them." Dustin explained.
"Ah." Steve nodded. "So, what do you do on these dates?" He raised an eyebrow.
Eddie pulled his hair in front of his face to hide his obvious blushing.
"I'm not a whore, Harrington."
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Title and premise of this fic inspired by the song 18 by Anarbor
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“Hi, hi, sorry I’m late, I’m Awsten,” he’s saying enthusiastically.
Geoff shakes his hand, a bit dazed, his eyes acting on their own and following down the line of his neck. His softer jaw flows down, his shirt hugging at his shoulders and chest and dipping into his waist. Geoff might be going insane; he has a vision of grabbing that waist tight and pulling him in close, leaving bruises all over his soft skin. Pushing it this way, and that.
“I’m assuming you’re Mr. Wigington?” Awsten says.
Geoff’s knees go weak, hearing that out of that sweet mouth.
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aka, the guitar instructor au
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10 Aug 2026
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“We can just forget this ever happened, if you want.”
Awsten offers it because he thinks it’s what Geoff will want. To let things go back to normal, to carry on like tonight hadn’t been a dream come true for him. It would be hard, but it would be possible. They can move on as friends, like they have always been. Friends who had a moment because they were bored.
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gawsten fic i wrote ages ago
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14 Jul 2026
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Sunset was the most disruptive time of day for someone who saw the world through a sniper rifle. It turned windows into flat blocks of colour, set the air alight with a haze. In the thirty minutes before and after the sun went down, the penthouse in the shorter building across the street became unknowable despite its massive bank of windows, and so Michael used this time to shower, practice breaking down the rifle as quickly as he could, or visit the convenience store at the corner of the street for necessary stakeout provisions.
(or: Michael is a sniper. Awsten is the mark.)
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24 May 2026
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“What I mean,” says Maxwell, “Is that it can't be comfortable, to be so covered in blood. And - my crew seem to be uncomfortable with it.” No mention of Maxwell's own desire, to feel limbs made of iron rather than flesh, to spend a moment alone with maybe the one member of the crew who would not deride him for his learnt lack of whimsy. Maybe that was why Gotches were meant to stay on the ground. They could not survive the joy of the skies. They were not meant for it.
“It is a rather unpleasant sensation,” says Torse. “If you would help me remove it, I would be grateful."
Hands around damp wrists. The movement of metal under skin. The soft whir of mechanics, the air between them small and warm. Maxwell cannot deny the appeal, even as familial disapproval would want him to.
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22 May 2026
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It’s a terrible fascination, wanting something you can’t have.
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Travis' Halloween night, over four years' time.Bookmarked by insane_outsane
19 May 2026