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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    Akutagawa isn’t doing well, and he’s thinking of doing something he can’t come back from. Atsushi is the one he calls to bid farewell too.

    (Srry this is a butt summary I’m tired ok)

    (One of the chapters is a post time update don’t mind that lol)

    (May be complete? Idk lmao)

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    23 Oct 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    "Turns out that didn't change. He hadn't even realized he was finding comfort in something so mundane as the wind back then. His mind was constantly busy berating himself, thinking about how to be better, stronger. Weighing his mistakes and thinking them all on a loop. So he could get acknowledged by Dazai…

    …Dazai.

    …

     

    ... Ah... Should I just kill myself...?"

     

    Or: The aftermath of Dazai's attack.

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    23 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    "'For the first time since Dazai brought me into the mafia, I don’t know what to live for. I’m asking you to tell me what to do.'

    'Your purpose can’t be other people, Akutagawa, and it certainly can’t be me, it has to come from you.'"

    Or,

    A conversation between Atsushi and Akutagawa after Akutagawa realizes that he no longer cares for Dazai's opinion as much as he cares for Atsushi.

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    23 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    Atsushi often relives the same nightmares. His parents, the orphanage, and Akutagawa himself. He couldn’t help but feel an immense amount of guilt. Akutagawa's eyes softened as he held onto him, he couldn’t help but feel like if he was gone he could never hurt Atsushi ever again.

    The thoughts crept up into his mind, these filthy thoughts. That he’d do whatever to keep Atsushi safe, no matter how much it hurt him, no matter how much it cost.

    or

    Akutagawa is struggling with being alive.

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    23 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 36

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    Chuuya Nakahara finds Akutagawa Ryunnosuke on the floor one night and doesn’t know what to do.

    After finding out more about his past partner, he realises that there are a lot of things he doesn’t know.

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    For Chuuya, sometimes the truth hurts a lot more than a lie.

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    22 Oct 2026