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He anxiously counts the dial tones, one… two… three… each one of them punishing and humiliating, digging under his skin, until he hears an awfully familiar voice, warming through the line, thick with sleep.
“Alright?”
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Before coming to visit Niall at his university, Ruben comforts him on the phone, the only way he knows how. Set in episode 2.
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It’s an act of desperation. Survival mode. Anything to make Ruben not beat someone to death. Niall hears the low, suppressed moan above. It might work. It should work. God, please let this work.
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- Part 2 of if you need to be mean, be mean to me
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He is always ready to embrace Ruben’s wrath, in any way and form. That's what draws Ruben to Niall. Ruben crosses the line constantly because it’s so much fun. Testing the waters. Each time more curious to see how much he can get away with. How much Niall is willing to allow. And Niall allows him a lot.
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Or: Ruben is high. He wants to get Niall high too. Set in episode 2 when they go clubbing.Series
- Part 1 of if you need to be mean, be mean to me
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“How old are you?” he squints his eyes, amused by the whole situation.
“Old enough to fuck your mom. You buying or not?” Suddenly, the boy gets angry, and the shift is visible in his cold and tense gaze. His pupils are blown, Niall notices it now.
“Yeah-yeah, I am… Was just wondering… aren’t you too young to deal?”
The bloke just tilts his head, a mean grin spreads across his face.
“Aren’t you too old to use?”____
or: Niall is 27 and back to his hometown to meet his mom's new partner and her young son. Before doing that, he wanders the streets in withdrawal, looking for a hit, of course. -
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It's Niall's 18th birthday, and Ruben takes them camping.
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Ruben being mean and cruel to Niall, and Niall learning to accept everything coming from Ruben, to receive his wrath in any shape and form, to live with the forceful nature of his ‘love’.
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“How long had you known Niall?”
To Ruben, it sounds almost like a joke. Since when do you know your father, or sunlight, or suffering? It’s one of those things that don’t seem to have a beginning, like God, like an itch only discovered when scratched.
Or, Niall is on trial for murder.
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Bookmarked by intericeage
20 Jun 2026
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“Oi, shaaaggeeer, I can hear you in there.” The voice, gravel rough, is barely muffled by the locked door that separates them, and Niall knows, somehow he just knows, that it’s because his face is pressed right against the wood. That pale, single-scar face. The face of all his nights. A deeply sunken part of Niall imagines how his spit must be staining the wood.
The banging on the door rages on.
“Oh my god,” Alby whispers, no longer nonchalant. “What the fuck.”
Set during episode 2. What if Ruben heard them while Niall was in Alby's room?
Bookmarked by intericeage
20 Jun 2026
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Bucky Barnes gets cold at night like every other man on the front, so when he finds himself trapped in a bathroom stall with the prospect of getting down on his knees for Captain America, he doesn't mind all that much.
There’s an obscene hole in the wall between the endmost stall and its neighbor. He touches the edges of it, sanded smooth, and stares dumbly when he realizes that it must not be a rumor at all.
Bookmarked by intericeage
15 Sep 2023

