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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Someone calls out to her - "Chuu-chan, your brother is here!" - she turns, her eyes widen. Other girls fade out into set dressing as she smiles that shy little smile she saves for me alone. Braces glint under the sunlight.

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    Chuuya comes home for the summer. Verlaine reminds his wayward little sister who she belongs to.

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    27 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    He knows exactly what he’s looking for but he doesn’t know where to find it. It isn’t something that can be found. The only person he wants to talk to, the only person who could possibly understand, who he had been to before with his guts in his hands and who helped him shove them back in.

    Newly minted executive Chuuya falls in a honey trap and ends up killing the assassin, leaving him distressed and desperate for the missing Dazai. When he refuses to manifest, Chuuya turns to the only other person he can be candid with — Verlaine. Only Verlaine is more than happy to take advantage of his emotional state.

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    27 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    It feels good.

    That thought terrifies him more than actually being here, for some reason.

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    07 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    It started with the clocks. They stopped working. They froze. Dazai knows time still exists. He knows. But somehow, he's ended up a prisoner of the Russian whose hands bring death to all but the one man who craves it, and he can't figure out how he got there.

    Fyodor says it's because they're in his reality; Dazai doesn't believe it. But the longer Fyodor tortures him, the more he forgets who he was and becomes who he must be: a sinner, subject to the punishment Fyodor brings.

    ...And just when he starts to give in, something strange happens.

    Or, Dazai is Fyodor's sick hobby until Fyodor accidentally feels something, too.

    Read at your own risk. Includes extreme and graphic depictions of trauma, violence, rape, and psychological abuse. (But with a satisfying ending, I promise)

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    24 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    Dazai hated Mori's desk, in the same way that someone would hate the walls of their childhood bedroom. A perfect voyeur; both complicit and innocent.

    Or - Dazai fucks up. There are consequences.

     

    Bottom Dazai Week Day 4 - Non-con/dub-con

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    12 Jul 2025