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  1. Public Bookmark 98

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    Reuniting with Jude is on the top of Erling's mind. Going more than a month without scenting his mate and love of his life would be tough on any alpha. The fact that their reunion comes with a high-pressure match just makes it more exciting.

    Can Erling hold out until after the game, or does Jude just smell too good?

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Jude has no idea what time it is in Europe right now. His brain is muddled, so full of memories of the match that he doesn't want to think about and other, older memories that he should definitely keep hidden deep down. Memories of Erling and the times they’ve spent together in hotel rooms, celebrating wins and distracting each other from losses. Jude could use a distraction like that tonight.

    [After losing in the World Cup semi-finals, there is only one person Jude wants to call.]

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    25 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 95

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    “I scored on you twice, Erling,” Jude murmured, his voice dropping into a sly, intimate register. “Least I can do is help you take the edge off.”

    After England’s World Cup quarterfinal victory over Norway, Jude Bellingham seeks out Erling Haaland in the quiet corridors beneath the stadium. He tells himself he’s only checking on an old friend after the match, but the Miami heat has a way of bringing old feelings to the surface.

    Or: A post-match encounter becomes the kind that reminds them both why they were never really over each other.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    And there was Erling, shoved onto the sidelines, sitting on a throne of "what ifs" and "send me a picture of you right now" messages. King of secret hookups and even more secret feelings, exactly where he didn't want to be, but couldn't seem to leave.

    This is Erling Haaland, in case you don't know him.

    A smart man learns from his own mistakes; a wise man learns from other people's. Haaland is neither.

    Especially when the mistake he keeps insisting on making is named Jude Bellingham.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    “Besides, he’s not really my type,” Hyunjin carried on as if nothing happened, haphazardly pulling trays of food off the cart with practiced ease that would stress Chan out if he didn’t have to see it almost every morning. “Don’t get me wrong, I’d make an exception for him, but actually I think he's exactly your type Channie hyung.”

    “And what's that?”

    “Pretty smile, bright eyes, fluffy hair, freckles, tiny waist,” Seungmin answered, listing them off easily as he worked. Hyunjin just smirked, looking at Chan with such smug 'I told you so' energy that it took all of his restraint not to smack it off his face. Most of his self control, however, came less from his strength of character and more from the mental image that had taken up the majority of his brain capacity. Okay, so maybe he did have a type. And apparently it was very obvious.

    Felix starts working at their Starbucks and Chan makes it everyone's problem.

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    09 Jul 2026