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“Yunho—,” Mingi sterns, trying to measure his own breathing, “I swear to God, I need you to shut the fuck up and get the hell out of my hotel room.”
He knows that Yunho won’t back down, not today. He knows.
“You’re so pathetic,” Yunho croons, shaking his head, “fucking make me, you asshole, if you’re so desperate to.”
or,
mingi keeps fucking up. yunho doesn't let him, not this time around.
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19 Aug 2026
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edge of this surface by mingudding for pomegranitemilk, fixonsOJ (vioverherewriting)
Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)
19 Oct 2025
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The scene should be something out of a romantic comedy. One with a happy ending where the repressed lead finally breaks free from the shackles of society and kisses the deuteragonist square on the mouth, professing his feelings.
With Yunho in the cast, it's the start of a tragedy. He's the clingy, obsessive, jealous crush who is never brave enough to take the leap to better himself.
But today, Yunho doesn't want to watch that movie.
He wants to pretend, just once, that things could be different.
Wants to just be Yunho, alone with the boy he yearns for, even if he can't say the words out loud.
Yunho grapples with all the ways he loves Song Mingi, and the fact that he doesn't deserve to.
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13 Aug 2026
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He Xuan starts coughing so loudly and so violently that for a second Xie Lian loses track of reality, and thinks it was He Xuan who got buried under what feels like half a mountain, and not Xie Lian. It’s only as he tries to get up, alarmed, that the pain shoots through his body and reminds him why that would be a terrible idea. A grunt of pain must escape him, because He Xuan pushes him down again. This time, he leaves his hand on his shoulder, a constant reminder to “stay the fuck down, dianxia, fucking idiot.”
“You sounded like you were in pain. Are you sure you weren’t hurt in the collapse?”
“It really is very galling to be fretted upon by a man who is bleeding half of his intestines unto the floor.”
(or: Xie Lian and He Xuan end up trapped in a cave together, and Xie Lian won't stop saying upsetting things. It's probably the concussion.)
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15 Jun 2026
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a mighty ocean or a gentle kiss by merthurlin
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
24 Sep 2020
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It is a weird thing to wake up and realise that for the first time in 800 years, you are no longer in love. Hua Cheng felt it even before he opened his eyes, could taste it in the back of his throat. Even the air around him felt different: stale, and with a strange odour to it. With his eyes still closed, he took stock of his other mental facilities, and it all came back in order, except—
Except that for the first time in 800 years, he thinks of Xie Lian and feels nothing.
(in which Hua Cheng's devotion gets stolen, and no one is happy about it.)
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15 Jun 2026
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The problem begins with Yuuji’s hand brushing his on the train home, which means means nothing (of course).
Megumi knows this, because Megumi is a rational person who absolutely does not lose sleep over accidental contact with his best friend.
Except then Yuuji starts pulling away, and Megumi realises the only thing worse than being touched by Yuuji Itadori is suddenly not being touched by him at all.
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01 Jun 2026