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    “I have to go. Unlike you, I take this job seriously,” Shane says stiffly: “But this doesn’t end here, Rozanov.”

    The smirk on Rozanov’s face makes him want to crawl out of his skin: “Oh, wait, before you leave—one last thing.”

    Shane is already facing the doors, ready to leave, but he turns around one last time.

    “What?”

    The man looks amused: “Do you want to grab a drink after work?”

    “Oh, fuck off.”

    “Then back to my place, maybe?”

    Shane slams the office doors behind him as he exits. The entire floor stares at him as he angrily walks towards the elevators.

    Or the one where Shane Hollander is very good at his job.

    He’s less good at ignoring his CFO, the most insufferable man he’s ever met.

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    12 Sep 2026

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    A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.

    Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.

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    11 Sep 2026

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    "I fucked her," Ilya blurted. "I fucked her after you left."

    Shane tightened like a bow about to be plucked. "What?"

    "Last week."

    "Who?"

    "…Penny."

    Or, Shane crashes out (again).

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    11 Sep 2026

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    “Do you know how hard it is to hide all of these?” Shane argues, gesturing to the patchwork tattoos that littered his upper thighs. “Everyone makes fun of me for wearing such long boxers in the locker room already, how the fuck would I explain a huge thigh tattoo?” Ilya scoffs a little, moving off of Shane rather promptly with the comment, and it takes everything in him not to whimper at the cold.

    “You still cover my beautiful tattoos?”

    or; tattoo artist ilya au where ilya likes to have shane as his personal sketch pad and also uses his tattooing powers for good <3

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    11 Sep 2026

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    @privrozzz if he thinks i'm changing MY routine or MY spot at the gym he's fucking insane
    @privrozzz wait that's him????
    @privrozzz those fuckass shorts

    or; a texting smau where popular yoga instructor shane and gym bro ilya become sworn enemies after the gym moves the yoga studio right next to the weight room

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    11 Sep 2026

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    ilya finds himself on his knees praying to the wrong god far too often.
    the one he should be worshipping is the one who begs to be fucked beneath him and has a big, useless dick.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    “Kiss me,” Rozanov whispers. 
     
    Shane cannot help the strangled breath he lets out, nor can he help how harshly his lips crash into Rozanov’s. He moves so quickly that he’s sure one of them will have a small bruise or visible puffiness tomorrow, but he doesn’t care. 
     
    He is lost in a place that exists out of time and space, his skin tingling everywhere Rozanov’s body touches. Their torsos are pressed together and Rozanov’s hand is grasping the back of Shane’s neck, pulling his face even harder against his own, just to have more of him. Rozanov’s tongue is sliding quickly, hungrily, familiarly against Shane’s. The four years Shane has waited to do this shrink into a wrinkle, bridging 2009 and now, as though the universe had not so unfairly yanked them apart and they could start their rookie year over again. 

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    Years after Ilya left the league prematurely, Shane and Ilya are both passengers on a four-month, around-the-world cruise.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    Alternate Universe where Shane's storyline is the same but Ilya never played hockey and is instead an OnlyFans content creator. Basically, a way to explore what would've happened to Shane had he never received the emotional and physical (and maybe a little toxic) safety net that Ilya offered him.

    AKA I wanna explore Sad!Shane cause I don't feel like we talk about it enough! But also smut. And more importantly, smut that drives plot. Let's strap in, ladies(and gays and theys).

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Instantly, Shane sat up, pulling his phone away from his ear and switching to his messaging app. He opened his texts with Noah, hoping against hope, and—fuck

    “No, no no no—”

    Just like he said, a picture of a vanilla protein shake stared him right in the face. Shane’s heart nearly dropped to his stomach and he swallowed hard. Shane’s only saving grace was that it was still marked as delivered, but that was once again short lived when it switched to read before a typing bubble appeared, then disappeared. Then Ilya’s text came in, and oh, he was fucked. 

    Whoops. Shane’s eyes were glued to his recent message, and there it was, the picture that was intended for his boyfriend. 

    Shane accidentally sends a pic of himself in lace panties to Ilya, instead of his douchebag of a boyfriend. And, well.. Ilya and Shane fuck about it.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    "Have you ever done this before?" Shane asked, his thumb tracing Ilya's cheekbone.

    Ilya blinked—processing for a moment—and shook his head. “No. Not.. not with a guy. Not with anyone, really. I'm—" He swallowed hard, embarrassed. "I'm a virgin."

    His words sent a thrill straight to Shane's cock. Ilya Rozanov, who talked so much about girls, was a virgin. His to teach. His to guide.

    "That's okay," Shane said softly, his voice a whisper. "That's more than okay. I'll take care of you, Ilya. I'll show you everything. But only if you want me to. Can I?”

    or — Virgin Ilya Rozanov gets a taste of his beloved captain: Shane Hollander, and is made aware of just how good sex can really be.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    The Boston Raiders don't know who Jane is.

    They only know she lives in Montreal, Ilya sees her whenever they're in town, and she seems to be the only person on earth capable of keeping Ilya Rozanov on a leash.

    After two weeks of bag skates, Marlow decides they're desperate enough to call her.

    He probably should've asked Ilya who Jane actually was first.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    Shane in the Big Apple! Surely nothing can go wrong! Just a polite Canadian boy in - hey, um, excuse me, please don't touch him there!

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Bear Ilya catches the flu; Shane does his best to take care of him.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn't know what he is. He knows what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are different things.

    Ilya Rozanov knows what he is. He can't control what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are the same thing.

    They’re just boys who handle it badly—from a junior tournament in Canada to the NHL draft to the moment a security camera at the end of a hallway changes everything

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    Shane and Ilya are discovered before they even play their first game

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    02 Sep 2026

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    And fingers in a mouth does not a pervert make. Everyone likes things in their mouth. Hoodie strings, the satisfying roll of the thick aglet left and right and left and right across the ridge of his bottom teeth, chewing his mouth guard, biting his water bottle nozzle. So what if two fingers find their way into his mouth while he touches himself?

    Set during the episode 4 fuck montage, Shane grapples with feeling shame about some of his sexual desires (he doesn’t have the vocabulary to describe sub space, pain kink or oral fixation, which he might as well have invented (to him)) and Ilya is able to make him feel better about it.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    His stomach takes a sharp, screeching left. His heart stalls and then shifts into gear, zero to 180, every tired tract of him seizing and squealing to go, run, leave.

    “Hey, I found him,” Tony says, finishing a conversation Ilya wasn’t in, easy like all conversations without Ilya are. Easy like the world isn’t ending. Like Ilya isn’t standing there, wishing every time he tried to self-destruct or kill himself had worked.

    Greasy black hair. Sallow freckled skin. A turned head and horror-widened eyes taking in the big bad monster who finally arrived onscreen.

    “Shane, Ilya; Ilya, Shane,” Tony says, totally oblivious. “You both like hockey, right? So that’s something in common. I’ve got to take lunch, but I’ll check in on you both before my shift is over.”

    Nobody knows if Ilya Rozanov tried to kill himself before the draft. Nobody sane goes first overall. And nobody knows if Shane Hollander is going to survive another mediocre season with the Boston Raiders.

    Isn’t it funny how a single nick in the ice can change the entire game?

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    01 Sep 2026

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    “This hot tub has not been well maintained,” Rozanov complained as they stood on the deck, staring at the built-in hot tub, big enough to fit 8 people. 

    “So, you can replace it,” Shane replied patiently.

    “I will be too busy to replace the hot tub. Then I will have a long day, and I will decide to have a soak in my rancid hot tub, and then I will catch diphtheria and die.” Rozanov looked at Shane, accusatory. “You want me to die?”

    Shane looked down. The hot tub looked no more or less rancid than any other hot tub. “I don’t think you can get diphtheria from a dirty hot tub.”

    “You are doctor now?” Rozanov asked, and Shane stayed silent. 

    Shane Hollander is a realtor who works with the Ottawa Centaurs to find properties for new players.

    Ilya Rozanov needs a home.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    ‘Was he? What you needed?’

    ‘No. I mean, sort of. But…’

    ‘Did he hurt you?’

    Shane didn’t answer. Instead, his gaze dipped to the floor.

    The blood drained from Ilya’s face. ‘Shane?’

    ‘Um.’

    Ilya’s fingers dug into the desk he was leaning on. He watched Shane’s face. That beautiful fucking face. The one he had to force himself not to stare at on the ice in case he got distracted. The face he had known since he was eighteen years old. Whether Shane believed it or not, there were few people who could read his face like Ilya Rozanov could.

    And he was reading the truth on it now.

    ‘Fuck. He hurt you?’

    //

    In which Ilya finds out that Shane's other sexual experiences have not been as safe or pleasurable as he deserves and decides to make things right.

    (Please check the tags, this might not be for you!)

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Ah ah. Where do you think you are going?” Ilya tuts and uses his own hips to push Shane back firmly against the car. “You wanted this, so you will sit still and take it. You want to be good, yes, Shane? You want to be the best? I thought this is what you wanted.”

     

    or grungy ilya rozanov who only wears band tees and listens to loud music. and jock athlete shane hollander who is the strongest and best on his hockey team, but his ego is too big for his own good.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    As Shane speed walks over to his building, Ilya locks up the car, then comes up behind him just as the front door beeps approvingly, sliding open. 

    He stays pressed up against Shane as they enter. It makes their walk a little awkward, all but waddling over to the lifts on the left, but Shane would rather die than ask Ilya to get off. His hard cock presses against Shane's ass like a promise of what's to come and he arches back against him, baring his neck for Ilya in an invitation he so happily accepts. 

    By the time the lift beeps with its arrival, Ilya has sucked what feels like a massive hickey into his skin, still nipping at it as they stumble inside. 

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    31 Aug 2026

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