kaxidiblack



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Shane doesn’t want to take something from Ilya that he enjoys. And he doesn’t want to plant the seed of resentment. He’s already asked Ilya to give up so many things for him. He’s asked Ilya to always come back to him in the end, and Ilya always does and always will. That has to be enough for Shane. It doesn’t matter what Ilya does with other people. It’s just sex.”

    ——

    When Ilya offers Shane an open relationship during The Long Game, Shane assumes that’s because Ilya isn’t willing to be monogamous. Ilya has always been with other people. Why would that change now?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,829
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    199
    Kudos:
    2,180
    Bookmarks:
    434
    Hits:
    19,979

    01 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

    Tags
    Summary

    Doctoral students Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have been competing for everything since they were on their college's hockey team. They're the best of the best on the ice and in the classroom and, as far as anyone knows, they hate each other. They've also been fucking in secret since they were eighteen years old.

    But some secrets don't stay buried.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,476
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    43
    Kudos:
    240
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    2,586

    01 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya knows he has to be strict when it comes to punishing Shane, even if the soft-hearted dominant in him just wants to comfort his boy.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,003
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    643
    Bookmarks:
    104
    Hits:
    14,103

    31 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 40

    Tags
    Summary

    “You look beautiful,” Ilya says. Shane gives a small moan around his thumb. “Perfect. I do not blame Marly for needing to feel you bare.” 

    Shane’s eyes open in surprise at the name. He casts them down, not engaging with the comment, but his blown pupils give him away. Yes-and, indeed.

    “Did you suck his cock like this?” Ilya’s voice is low. “And moan like a slut when he used you?” Shane blushes bright pink when he nods. It’s the softest thing Ilya’s ever seen. Soft like ripe peaches though, not cotton or fur. A soft that begs for teeth sunk into it.

    “Fuck, Shane,” Ilya breathes. “Let me see. Show me where he hurt you.”

    or: Shane and Ilya play a game. They both kinda lose, but the points don't matter and they're on the same team.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,477
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    286
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    2,420

    31 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You want to fix things, Hollander?” Ilya murmurs, riding the first wave of confidence he’s managed to find in weeks. “Maybe you show him what I was missing while you were busy being scared. Why going without it made me into something so terrible.”

    When Ilya’s grip slackens, Shane turns inside of it just enough to align their faces. Temple to temple, hot breath between their mouths. Close enough to count the stars again.

    “Ilya…” he whispers, clinging. "I—I need you."

    “You always have,” Ilya allows himself a small, genuine smile. “Will you prove it, Shane?”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,882
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    68
    Kudos:
    1,915
    Bookmarks:
    321
    Hits:
    21,577

    30 Aug 2026