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  1. Rec 56

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    “What do you mean it’s the first day?” Shane asks. “Did you hit your head or something?”

    Ilya rolls his eyes. “One concussion and you’re Dr. Concussion, now.”

    The smile comes home. Ilya’s whole heart. “I don’t get the joke.”

    “Because you got a concussion,” Ilya reminds him. “Oh. No, the other part was not a joke. It is the first day, again.”

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    or: Is it hell if it’s heaven forever?

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    25 Aug 2026

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    One side of his brain is going: this is insane, don't do this, just stay in this room, what can he do? Whether you like it or not, he's hurt you, and chances are you've hurt him too, because you can't read a situation for shit, so what are we trying to do here? Get some fucking sleep instead.

    The other side of his brain is going: He's hurt you, and you've probably hurt him too, and what if this is your only chance to talk about it? What if Paris makes the difference?

    Five months after Sochi, Shane's set to play a charity hockey game in Paris. So is Ilya.

    They run into each other in the lobby of their hotel the night before. Twelve hours stretch out in front of them, and Ilya suggests something different: no phones, no expectations, no past, no hockey. Just the city, and whatever they can be when nobody else is watching.

    It's obviously a terrible idea, but Shane says yes, anyway.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    “Oh, I love it. I love ugly, brutal things. But you make it beautiful, too, Shane Hollander, with the way you play, and that is what I have come to watch. You are so light on your edges, so crisp and graceful. You are dancing on knives, and everyone else is trying not to fall.” He pushed himself away from the pillar, and Shane held very still, frozen, as Rozanov reached out to cup his chin, gripping it so hard Shane’s lips parted. “Beautiful,” he said firmly.

     

    Or: Shane Hollander, Gold Medallist, encounters Ilya Rozanov, leshy.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.

    Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.

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    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

    A slice of life.

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    19 Aug 2026

  5. Rec 43

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    It’s not inappropriate, he tells himself, just about remembering Luca still in the room; one leg in a lap does not a straddle make.

    Fisting his hand in Ilya’s shirt and taking a shaky inhale of his scent is harder to rationalise, but Shane is a smart man, and he’s sure he can make an argument for it.

    Hockey turns Shane on. Shane turns Ilya on. Watching Shane and Ilya turns Luca on too.

    Or: Keep your eyes on me, Luca.

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    13 Jul 2026