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  1. Public Bookmark 78

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    “And you? Do you also know who you belong to?” Shane says. He finally lets his hand slip under the waistband of his sweatpants, but still outside his boxer. Ilya follows the movement as if entranced. Then his eyes snap up to meet Shane’s again, and he can see as it clicks.

    “Aha, I get it. You want to play game?”

    “No.” Shane shakes his head. “I want you to tell me who you belong to.”

    OR, Ilya has a hockey game to play, Shane has a snowstorm to drive though, and neither want to stop teasing each other

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Possessive Shane? Yes, please

  2. Public Bookmark 8674

    Mystery Work

    Part of UnrevealedDTA
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    24 Apr 2026

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    Cute cute cute

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    “How fast were you driving?” Shane asked.

    Ilya groaned, rolling his eyes. “A normal speed.”

    “You can’t have been driving a normal speed. I was driving at a normal speed, and you beat me here.”

    “Yes, second time tonight I beat you.”

    Shane glared at him, but went and opened his front door anyway. As soon as it clicked shut, Ilya was pressing him up against the wall, his mouth on Shane’s neck.

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    or: they got through the immediate storm of ilya being outed. now shane must learn to be a little bit braver, and ilya must learn to talk a little more

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    13 Apr 2026

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    Cute cute cute

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    It kind of looks like junk, at first. Just a random collection of items, like the lost property box at the arena for things the cleaners find after games. But Shane quickly realises that the collection isn’t random at all.

    No, this is a box of memories.

    Ilya’s memories of Shane.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    Cute cute cute

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    Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.

    Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”

    “Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.

    Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.

    He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.

    OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Ouch