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five times caitlin grieved & one time they grieved caitlin. by lenabelovas
Fandoms: The Flash (TV 2014)
21 Aug 2024
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basically in the title
An exploration of grief.
Caitlin snow experienced much loss in her life. From the young age of 10 exceeding to adulthood. Sometimes she wonders if she’s cursed. Whether to die alone, or that everyone she loves is destined a date with death. She mourns them, over and over, only to learn soon she will be the one in the casket.
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close to you by luckytheepizzadog_13
Fandoms: Parks and Recreation (TV), Agatha All Along (TV)
19 Nov 2024
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Jen didn't expect to feel this way about April and her first instinct is to run from it.
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18 Nov 2025
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Melissa invites Janine over for some cooking lessons, to help her learn 'how to adult'.
In return, Janine invites Melissa's sister for a family dinner, wanting to help them make amends.
Janine ends up learning a lot more about the Schemmentis than just their family recipesbased on the 2x04 episode synopsis -- rated teen & up for mature language and themes
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23 Sep 2025
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i'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams by meetmeinthecosmos for Aerielz
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Panther (Marvel Movies)
26 Feb 2023
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The wine had begun trickling down the counter, tainting the ivory oak with a permanent, dripping reminder of everything she'd become.
Everything he'd watched her become, yet never once ran away.
For whatever reason.Or: Everett Ross's ex-wife was like a glass of wine. Gloriously intoxicating, but dangerous if you drink too much.
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15 Aug 2025
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I LOVE THE WAY THEYRE WRITTEN HERE OHMYGODDDD. evil val evil val evil val i whisper
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In a brutal wilderness, amidst the aftermath of losing Lottie, Natalie confronts the stark reality of survival. Haunted by unspoken feelings for Lottie and their shared history, she faces an unimaginable and gruesome task of severence. The weight of their past and the finality of Lottie's death collide, forcing Natalie to grapple with grief, memory, and the horrifying choices demanded by their desperate circumstances.
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A what-if oneshot where Lottie is pit girl and Nat never switched places with Hannah.
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01 May 2025
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the air i would kill to breathe by nctaliaromanova for , choi_kimmy
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
12 Feb 2020
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she was a silent fighter,
with a demon in her lung,
that stole her breaths right from her,
before they'd barely passed her tongue.
he was a silent fighter,
who was always taught to share,
and held his breath when he was with her,
just so she could have his air.
— e.hor, in which natasha gets sick, really sick. lung cancer, three months, palliative care; that was what the doctor said as she watched the days fly by on the calendar. but she found herself at ease knowing that a particular someone stayed, even with forced smiles, strangled sobs and all the unimaginable pain he had been hiding from her. so when the time came, he could do nothing but hold his breath, hoping the air would be enough for her to breathe.
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30 Jun 2023