lillyiscool
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
“How did you get this?”
The voice comes from directly beside him and a fingertip brushes softly against the side of his neck. Seonghwa jumps violently, his heart practically launching into his throat as he spins around. Hongjoong stands close, too close, brows drawn together deeply as he gently traces one visible mark with his finger on Seonghwa's bruised throat.
“It’s nothing,” Seonghwa says immediately, a little too fast and a little too defensive as he yanks the hoodie over his head in a rush.
“Seonghwa.”
Bookmarked by lillyiscool
07 Oct 2026
-
Tags
Summary
The truth is, it’s been a little difficult to be around Hongjoong these past few months. In a way, it’s Seonghwa’s own fault, for wanting things he can’t have and getting his hopes up over and over again, just to have them crushed like a dry, brittle leaf in the palm of his hand, looking as the dust flies away with the wind. He should’ve known, watching the play of light on the waters of Lake Como, that some things weren’t meant to be.
Before the last concert of their North American tour, Seonghwa and Hongjoong spend five days at an upscale villa in Los Angeles. Those five days change everything. It's been a long time coming.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 37,287
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 187
- Kudos:
- 2,027
- Bookmarks:
- 485
- Hits:
- 25,392
Bookmarked by lillyiscool
19 Sep 2026
-
Tags
Summary
It’s the most they’ve been around each other since they moved out of their old dorms, and Seonghwa finds himself thrown out of his equilibrium every once in a while. He thought that years of sharing a room with Hongjoong had inoculated him against the mesmerizing power of Hongjoong’s presence. But this whole process has only served to remind Seonghwa how impossible it is for anyone to take their eyes off Hongjoong, how inevitable that one would be affected by his gravitational pull.
Seonghwa’s name might hide a star within its strokes, but in truth, he’s been orbiting around Hongjoong for the longest time.
Seonghwa and Hongjoong hook up the night they finish recording MATZ. They don't talk about it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,375
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 136
- Kudos:
- 3,482
- Bookmarks:
- 838
- Hits:
- 44,783
Bookmarked by lillyiscool
16 Sep 2026
-
Tags
Summary
They’re in rehearsal before their last two concerts in Kobe when it happens. It’s just one bad landing, his foot slipping where the stage is dented slightly in one place. No one else notices at first, but Seonghwa feels more than hears the sickening pop in his knee.
The pain that erupts through his body makes dark spots appear, dancing, in his field of vision. He looks around, but no one is there to catch him, so he stays upright, tears springing to his eyes.
Seonghwa and the difficult art of letting yourself be taken care of.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 41,853
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 109
- Kudos:
- 1,256
- Bookmarks:
- 304
- Hits:
- 16,394
Bookmarked by lillyiscool
14 Sep 2026
-
Tags
Summary
It’s been going on for a while by the time they get caught.
After they split dorms, Hongjoong starts sleeping in Seonghwa's bed from time to time. Neither of them ever mentions it in the light of day.
Series
- Part 1 of circadian rhythms
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 77,337
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 459
- Kudos:
- 4,403
- Bookmarks:
- 1,215
- Hits:
- 84,513
Bookmarked by lillyiscool
12 Sep 2026