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Taehyung wakes up in a hospital.
And then his lover walks in to take him home. Jeon Jeongguk. Much older than him. Quieter. Concerned. Caring. Beautiful.And all Taehyung wants to ask is "Do I know you?"
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13 Aug 2026
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They had it all. Reasonable flat, reasonable money, (somewhat) reasonable friends and love beyond all reason.
They were perfect. Louis thought.
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05 Jul 2026
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When Louis is summonsed to L.A. alone, for a 'come to Jesus' meeting with Simon, part of him knows, something is about to shift.
Come 2015 then, just ahead of the hiatus, he reflects back on how that, really, was the beginning of it - the forces coming for he and Harry, to challenge and unpick this so beautiful thing between them. The thousand 'cuts' their relationship has taken, had to absorb, till now, a new phase, a crossroads...
Despite Louis' best efforts, Simon, the industry, is still not done with him it seems, as ahead of the X-Factor final performance, Louis is brought to his toughest reckoning yet...and the future of his relationship with Harry with it.
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- Part 1 of Apocalypse to absolution
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03 Jul 2026
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Really, if anyone should be going flush with embarrassment, it’s Louis. He’s the one who showed up outside Harry’s hotel room in the middle of the night, sloshed off his face without a shirt on, begging for— sex, Harry thinks. Not Harry, necessarily, because he’d never beg for Harry outright, not even when he’s coming apart at the seams and fucked off his face. But sex. That’s simpler.
It wasn’t much for most, but it was a fucking moon landing for Louis.
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As One Direction near their 'hiatus', Harry and Louis near the end of another, more complicated era.
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02 Jul 2026
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Post the 1D hiatus, Louis is lost and miserable. Turning to booze and careless encounters to fill the void, he's on a fool's mission, only getting emptier, more desperate as weeks turn to months.
An unexpected encounter with Harry at a party of Niall's sees Louis hit the booze harder than ever, trying to blunt the feelings, the anxiety which that brings, revealing to Harry (and others) the brutal truth of Louis' new reality.
As Louis circles the drain, the addiction owning him, Harry offers him a lifeline. But can he have the courage to take it? Can he beat his demons? Can there be anything left with Harry? A friendship? A saviour? A lover? Surely not all three...
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06 Jun 2026