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Matt clapped his hands and rubbed them together, thrumming with excitement. “This is perfect. We go for a few days, rehearse like crazy, maybe even come up with a whole new act! Then we can show Marty and he’ll be like ‘oh my god you guys are just fantastic I’m going to call the Rivoli right now and DEMAND that they let you play!’ and we’ll book a show, and everything will be great!”
It was hard not to believe him, not to fall for his convictions and blinding optimism. Matt’s eyes were shining and bright and he was looking at Jay like he could offer him the whole world. And maybe he could.
---Jay has a problem, Matt has a solution. Shame about the ulterior motives!
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15 Sep 2026
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still biting/while you're barking back by bitedownharder
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
12 Jun 2026
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“I’m supposed to be fair?” Matt pulled the curtains shut. “You never told me I was supposed to be fair.”
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- Part 2 of red light/green light
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get you sedated like when it all began by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
03 Sep 2026
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Jay’s asleep at the piano again. They’re having a repeat episode of what happened about ten years ago, now: Jay’s pesky refusal to do the right thing for himself, regardless of how shitty he feels — and, as Jay had whined about for hours, it was really, really shitty, Matt. He’s drooling on the keys. He’s going to complain about that, too.
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07 Sep 2026
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Jay McCarrol Explains How To Create A Film Score by apollojusticeforall
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
05 Sep 2026
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Matt snorts. “Oh please, Bird, you know I’m right.”
Jay goes quiet. He recognizes this tone from Matt. It’s his stubborn tone, the tone he gets when he’s convinced his way is the right way and nothing Jay says will move him.
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'Cause you're afraid of what you need by Kiwowiwo
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
26 Aug 2026
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They only ever shoot in the evenings. There is no clear rhythm to what days they work. The mood will strike whenever and more often then not it's unspoken. Jay has that intense look on his face, eyes dark, shoulders squared. It makes him look much more serious than he usually is and Matt will suddenly become aware of the few inches Jay has on him. Matt won't be able to do anything but reach for the camera as soon as they get home.
There is something hypnotic about these sessions. They talk a lot less than they usually do. Matt will stand there, in the living room, camera in his hand, heart in his throat. Jay before him, always with the same sentence on his tongue.
"How do you want me?"
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28 Aug 2026
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WDYM THIS IS THE FIRST FIC THEYVE EVER WRITTEN????
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all i want by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Actor RPF
19 Aug 2026
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“Sending Matt pictures of your dick isn’t going to help,” Jay says.
“Okay, so I’m an impulsive, selfish bastard,” Dom says. “So what? Why does he act the way he does? Why would you even say the kind of stuff he says to me, unless he wants it?”
At the wrap party for Tony.
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Bookmarked by looklikeme
20 Aug 2026
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this gave me so much dread & anxiety 1000/10
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As If I’m Not Capable of That by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), The Dirties (2013)
29 Aug 2026
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After their wedding date is set, Jay learns something horrific about Matt’s past, and Matt learns something deeply shameful about Jay’s. Their families are not making things any easier.
Very loosely inspired by The Drama.
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crying, laughing, loving, lying by onthecrescentofthehill
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
11 Aug 2026
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“Why haven’t you changed your passcode, man? If you don’t want me in your -” Matt looks up at Jay, his eyes wide with a terrifying, quiet anger that Jay rarely sees. “You’re the worst fucking person I know. Seriously.”
“You know like, ten people.” Jay says.
“Okay? And there’s a Mariana Trench distance between number nine and you.” Matt drops Jay’s phone onto the concrete and shoves him.
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Jay fixates on Matt talking to some guy at a bar.Bookmarked by looklikeme
07 Aug 2026
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omfg everything this author writes is designed to inflict as much psychic damage to me as possible
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cinéma verité by falteringstar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
02 Jun 2026
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On July 11, 2025, Canadian singer-songwriter Jay McCarrol was arrested for the murder of Luke Lalonde, a member of his live band. He was charged with second degree murder and sentenced to 8 years of incarceration in a federal correctional facility.
Famously, despite damning and public video evidence and multiple eyewitness accounts, McCarrol has denied any and all connection to the crime.
On December 25, 2026, Jon “Matt” Johnson was arrested on charges of domestic terrorism. He was sentenced to 12 years of incarceration in the same facility.
The audio you are about to hear was recorded in the Collins Bay Multilevel Correctional Institution between the dates of February 19 and March 3, 2027.*
*Certain sections have been edited for brevity.
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can you take it, baby? by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
28 Jul 2026
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“I was gonna be nice, much nicer than you were the other day, but I don’t think you deserve that anymore.” Jay tries her best to sound intimidating but Matt can’t take her seriously.
Matt snorts in her face, “God, this is what this is about? I can’t believe you’re still hung up on that. Did I bruise your ego that bad, Birdie? Or was it just your ass that I bruised?” She cackles, clearly cracking herself up.
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matt is a jealous brat, jay punishes her for it.
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29 Jul 2026
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“Jesus, Jaybird, you’re even drunker than I thought,” Matt croaked.
“M’not,” Jay protested, his hand falling on Matt’s thigh as he leaned his chest against his arm.
“Yeah, you are. If you’re drunk enough to be hitting on me, you’re too drunk to fuck.”
Jay let out a soft groan that rippled through Matt’s nervous system, making the hair on his forearms stand on end. “Is that what you want, MJ?” breathed Jay. “You wanna fuck?”
In which Jay returns home from the bar, drunk and horny, and pleads with Matt to do something about it.
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- Part 75 of Gimme, Gimme, Gimme
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28 Jul 2026
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Every jumbled pile of person by mimeo
Fandoms: Matt Johnson Live At Comic-Con (2013), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
25 Jul 2026
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Day three of “Matt Johnson Live At Comic-Con (2013)” goes a little differently.
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26 Jul 2026
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missed connection by sulfuric
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
20 Jul 2026
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In late 2008, Jay moves out, and Matt starts posting on Craigslist’s missed connections page.
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- Part 1 of missed connection
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22 Jul 2026
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first star i see tonight by coldmorninglight, thunderrlord
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
10 Sep 2026
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“Hey, dude. Did that microphone not work out?” Jay asked as Matt approached the counter.
“What? Oh, no, that thing works great. I’ve been laying down bars with it like crazy.”
“Nice.”
“Yup. No, I was just looking for some guitar picks.”
“Oh, I didn’t know you played guitar.”
“I don’t. I just like dropping them onto cars.”One January afternoon at the Applewood Shopping Centre, Long & McQuade employee Jay exchanges gamertags with this weird guy named Matt who works at the Booster Juice across the parking lot.
Bookmarked by looklikeme
21 Jul 2026
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so nostalgic and sweet and ugh i love falling in love <3
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AITA for telling my B-friend to get over my (second) fake suicide attempt? by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
10 Jul 2026
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I (27 M) am in a highly successful band with my B-friend (29 M) As you could probably guess that causes some conflict! We often get into fights, break up for a couple weeks, but we come to the same conclusion every time; He needs me and my assets.
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09 Jul 2026
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what the difference is by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
08 Jun 2026
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"You know what the difference is between you and me, Violet?" "No." "Me neither." - Bound (1996)
Matt's sexual frustration hits a fever pitch. He shouldn't have let Jay pick the movie.
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- Part 2 of nirvanna the band the show the slash
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03 Jul 2026
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Matt and Jay go out to a bar one night to chat up some girls, and have a few too many drinks.
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26 Jun 2026
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“D’you remember Cindy Crenshaw?”
“Cindy Cren — from high school?” Jay frowns.
“Oh good,” Matt says, not sounding like it’s good at all, “So you do remember her.”---
Matt runs into someone at the store.
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voices of friends vanished and gone by HeyJulien
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017) RPF, Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
22 Jun 2026
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Matt Johnson is a director. Jay McCarrol is a pop star. The internet reacts to the revelation that two famous people have a hidden shared past creating a web series called 'Nirvana The Band The Show'.
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24 Jun 2026
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my heart in a good fight by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
22 Jun 2026
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They’re on the couch not watching a movie. Or, well, there’s a movie on, and Jay isn’t watching it. Matt might be, but every so often, Jay will look over at him and find him looking back, which makes him think that Matt isn’t watching, isn’t watching the TV, at least, but watching Jay.
OR: “Bird, I’m — I’ll be really honest with you right now, which you know is something that doesn’t come super easy to me, so you better be grateful, but I don’t know what the fuck is happening right now.”
Bookmarked by looklikeme
23 Jun 2026