lost_and_lorn
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"God, you're a real dirty bastard, aren't you?"
"'s not a problem for ye, is it?" Johnny asks. "That I'm a dirty bastard. And a pervert. And obsessed with yer dimpl-"
Simon interrupts him with a tug to his hair that makes Johnny moan.
"Johnny. I wouldn't be rock hard for you and shivering in these cold fucking showers if I had any problem with you"Johnny makes an interesting discovery in the showers with his Lt and finally gets what he's been obsessed with.
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Routine Morale Exercise by Horny on Comms (RedSkyNight)
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
15 Nov 2025
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Ghost and Soap set out to acquire Soap the perfect birthday present.
What Soap wants is König.
What Ghost delivers is König.
What König thinks he’s attending is a surprise party.He is half right.
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- Part 1 of Operation: Oblivious
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15 Nov 2025
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He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.
After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...
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- Part 1 of silver and gold
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02 Apr 2025
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Feelings!!! Feelings!!! I cannot express how many Feelings this has!!!
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to you i can admit (that i’m too soft for all of it) by furiosophie
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
21 Jan 2024
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"Kids?" Soap asks, curving his fingers into a silent okay to Ghost without thinking. "Plural?"
"Yes. A boy and a girl. Little Joseph was born a couple of months ago, according to the records."
"Oh," is all Soap says because oh. He has a nephew. A little baby nephew. And then, because that is apparently not enough of a revelation, the doctor says:
"You are listed as their legal guardian, Mr. MacTavish. We need you to pick them up."
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23 Feb 2025
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Feelings, wtf are they and why do i have them?
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Simon Riley, captain of the Manchester Soldiers, is one of the best goal scorers in the entire premier league. For some reason, however, he cannot score a goal against John MacTavish to save his life. It's driving him a little mad at this point.
When John gets booted from his team for a "breach of contract" Simon does his best to be professional, to welcome his new goalie. That's what good captains do. It's just a shame MacTavish is such an arrogant prick.
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- Part 1 of Yellow Card
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Bookmarked by lost_and_lorn
23 Jan 2025
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Just beautiful, i wish i could have this as a book to put into my bookcase, perfect amount of feelings and everything else, would also do good for people unfamiliar with the original material
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The small town of Crenshaw Peak is his; from the top of the titular mountain it was named after, to the forest surrounding it in all directions, down to every house and building in the town. All of it is Gary's, and Gary's alone.
Not a single person knows his secret; that the lone wolf stalking the mountain is their friend, neighbor, and coworker, Gary Sanderson. They could never know. There will always be a part of him that he has to hide, something that keeps him from ever fully being part of them.
So what happens when four other wolves move into his territory without asking? There are too many of them for him to fight off, and he can't chase them away without bringing suspicion to himself, so for the time being he is stuck with them.
Something about having them so close is tantalizing, intoxicating - and dangerous. How long will his secret keep?