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Because the Evan — in Eddie Diaz’s mouth —was not the Evan of his mother.
It was not, even, exactly the Evan of Maddie, though it had Maddie’s same warmth underneath.
The Evan of Eddie was its own thing.
Or,
How Evan came to sound like love.
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23 Aug 2026
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Eddie reflects on his feelings towards his best friend and tries to move past these newly admitted emotions. But a missed Sunday night dinner leads to Christopher questioning the presence of the Diaz boys in Buck's life, and some much needed comfort.
It seems that Eddie finally starts to find the courage he has been lacking for the past six years.
or; Eddie and Buck finally admit the feelings they've been harboring for each other which leads to some much needed intimacy.
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- Part 1 of Cowardly Confidence Universe
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21 Aug 2026
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He reaches out, takes Tommy’s hand in his and smiles, soft and trembling.
Tommy looks taken aback, but doesn’t pull away. Doesn’t return the squeeze Buck offers him either, though.
“O-Okay, that’s— yeah, I’ll—” Bile crawls up Buck’s throat, discomfort burning along his esophagus. He doesn’t know why. “I could just move in with you.”
Tommy blinks. Blinks again. The pause he leaves is purposeful, weighty. He leaves Buck waiting there, unsure, still holding his hand. Then, “You’d give up your loft for me.”
OR: Buck moves in with Tommy. And then moves out again. Somewhere along the way, he rediscovers the meaning of home.
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17 Aug 2026
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He’s not stupid. It took him some time — years — but Eddie’s half certain that, should his patience snap one day, should he lean in across the way one night when it’s just the two of them, should he palm at Buck’s jaw to bring his face closer and kiss him on the mouth, Buck would kiss him back. That’s not the problem.
The problem is that Eddie’s gonna ruin it.
He’s ruined every other romantic relationship in his life. If it happens with Buck, Eddie knows neither of them will come back from it.
These days, he’s content with having Buck the way he does now. He may succumb to weakness, sometimes, like he just did in the kitchen, holding Buck like that, but Eddie’s willpower is the stuff of legend. He’s happy with his place in Buck’s life. He can play the part of codependent best friend, dad who stepped up, platonic soulmate.
The main issue here, really, hindsight twenty-twenty and all, is that Eddie really misses being a husband.
or: five times eddie, willing and knowing, acts like buck's husband, and one time he. well. you can guess where this is going.
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14 Aug 2026
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i can see you (up against the wall with me) by champagne_for_breakfast
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
01 Jul 2024
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Suddenly, that flirty smirk still present on his lips, Eddie pulls the cowboy hat from his own head and plops it right onto Buck’s curls, making sure to press it down softly so it will stay.
“Here you go, cowboy,” he says, his voice gentle, yet heated in a way that Buck has never heard from him before. As he watches, Eddie’s tongue pokes out, wetting his lower lip, before his teeth sink into it. Buck immediately recognizes the signs for what they are. His best friend is flirting with him. “I’ll be with Chim and Hen when you’re done.”
And then he is gone. His perfect ass on full display as he saunters away to where their friends are ready to leave.
Thoughts whir through his brain. He knows the sign, has used it before, back during his own ranch days. When he used to wear cowboy hats regularly.
Setting your cowboy hat onto someone else’s head means you want them to ride you.
Such a simple rule. Easy to know, easy to spot. An offer. A question.
But right now? A fucking claim.
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or: another cowboy hat fic inspired by ryan guzman and his appearance in everybody wants some!!
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12 Aug 2026