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Dazai was not his soulmate — Chuuya knows that now.
He’s gotten used to the feeling, even when he was grating against it and Dazai had made sure that there was no-one else left for him to care about, but being in a pit of his own making has done little to alleviate its existence. Of the lack that comes with being made wrong, digging in his nails and taking bullets he doesn’t ever need to take just so he’d seem less a blanked-out, lab grown freak each time he sees his skin in the shower or the bathroom mirror.
He’s given up wondering what Dazai’s soulmate must think of all the bullet wounds and scars, what kind of deranged, unlucky son of a bitch the universe deigned to saddle the mackerel to for life.
They would’ve died with him anyway. Selfish bastard.
Or: Soulmate AU set two years after Dazai's defection, where Chuuya believes that he died with Oda.
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19 Sep 2026
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“Dazai has been in love with you since high school.”
Could it be that he…
Had fallen in love with Dazai?
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04 Jul 2026
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Dazai has lost everything in his life, including its meaning. Stuck in a place that bores him, he knows that he doesn't want this to be his life forever. He's looking for something better, and he might find it when he starts spontaneously switching bodies with a stranger in Tokyo during his sleep.
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30 Jun 2026
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“—and I will only admit it to you because you are my sister but I swear my heart stopped at least five times during that whole ordeal, I really didn’t want to be taken out by a grenade stuck in an ambulance with Chuuya of all people—”
“Wasn’t there that old guy in there too?” Akiko interrupted him to ask from the other side of the couch.
Dazai waved her off, almost spilling wine out of his glass in the process. “Sure, but if I had died there with Chuuya it would have almost been like a double suicide—”
“Would it qualify as a suicide if it was an accident? That Chuuya guy doesn’t sound like he was trying to blow you up on purpose. I would argue that maybe he would be interested in some different kind of blowing—”
“Akiko, do not finish that sentence. Haven’t you heard about how annoying he is? I could write ten books about it.”
Or, a skk firefighters AU + Chuuya single dad AU
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17 Apr 2026
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i have loved you since we were seventeen by antliiae
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
30 Aug 2026
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“I just wanted to—”
“To talk? You thought sitting here, all sad and tragic, in our spot, would spark some nostalgia?” Chuuya scoffed. “That I’d come
running back like some pathetic—God, I can’t believe I even came down here.”“I know you hate me,” Dazai said, standing up. “But—”
“Hate you?” Chuuya tilted his head, as if he was considering it, with the kind of detachment that hurt worse than fury. “Nah. I hated you for about two years. Now I just… don’t really think about you at all. Or at least I didn’t, until you decided to make a grand comeback no one fucking asked for.”
or, dazai comes back to his hometown at twenty-two, four years after leaving Chuuya without a word, trying to fix what he broke between them. In which, he isn’t particularly good at.
small town childhood friends to lovers to messy exes to... we'll see about that.- Language:
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13 Apr 2026