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    It’s common knowledge that Dazai hates Chuuya.

    He hates him so much that, if the world were to fall and Nakahara Chuuya were to die, Dazai Osamu would cease to exist too.
    He would have no reason to live.

    [5+1 Fragments of Soukoku's (shallow) bond]
    Or: After making it alive out of Meursault, Chuuya and Dazai meet one night to question their relationship.
    What they are, what they are going to be, and the depth of the (shallow) bond they share.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Chuuya gives Dazai's name to the ocean. Dazai turns it into a storm.

    (inspired by the little mermaid; in every universe)

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    27 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    read in one day,, so fucking good

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    When Chuuya finally gets back home after having worked overseas, he wants nothing more than to be in his partner’s arms… and to ride his dick.

    Whichever comes first.

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    26 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ohhh my god

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Rohanne of Tyrosh, and her thoughts on the Blackfyre cause.

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    23 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    short but so good

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    In which Dazai Osamu receives a letter that changes everything, and word by word he unravels, for once incapable of anticipating the source of his pain would not come from within—but from an unprecedented, life altering event.

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    12 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 35

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    Dazai knows exactly what to do to take Chuuya’s mind off the shitty day he’s had… proving that sometimes actions are more efficient than words.

    Or: Dazai gives Chuuya multiple orgasms to help him get out of his head for a bit.

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    07 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    hot

  7. Public Bookmark 69

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    He thought Chuuya might respond with another well-worn insult, something about his gangly limbs or resemblance to a fish. Or maybe just a simple “you’re ridiculous,” muttered under his breath with that fond, quiet smile he only reserved for these softer moments.

    “Are you tired of all of it?” Chuuya asked instead.

    Dazai went stiff.

    Or, Dazai is exhausted by everything he does for a city that doesn't return the favor. A warm shower with Chuuya helps.

    Series
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    02 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 59

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    When the day ends, Izumi might take off too-quickly to be normal, arriving at Leo’s house in record time. A request to actually see him is rare these days, and Izumi restlessly pushes his bangs out of his face, pops a breath mint, and glowers at the front door. I’m skipping out on a job for this, he thinks, and knocks immediately. It’s worth it.

    Tsukinaga Leo is the most annoying thing in the world, and here he is, at his beck and call anyway.

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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
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    31 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    connecting back to my roots; a classic

  9. Public Bookmark 7

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    Fics author sadly writes when horny (help her)

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    31 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 37

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    Dazai shakily inhaled, going to tie Chuuya's bikini back up when she noticed something.

    “Where are the straps?”

    “Hm?”

    “Your straps. The ones I’m supposed to tie?”

    Chuuya’s voice sounded amused. “They’re on my front? Just reach around and grab them.”

    “Why can’t you hold them up for me?”

    “I’m kinda holding up something else.”

    Right, her boobs. Her massive, glorious, probably really heavy boobs.

    Dazai wondered how mad Chuuya would be if she had a nosebleed in her pool.

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    30 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 27

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    A collection of drabbles and ficlets inspired by Fire & Blood.

    Chapter 38: Rhaena Targaryen/Alayne Royce

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    38/?
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    29 Jul 2026

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    Port Mafia Boss Dazai is begged by Sheep members to marry one of their own in order to keep their organization afloat. Dazai agrees, because he plans on annihilating them anyway. Dazai's plan changes once he sees just who he's getting married to.

    [APR 28, 2022: CH 4 ADDED :: Dazai’s idea of a wonderful birthday gift is to have Chuuya captured by his enemies, so he can have lots of fun defeating them.]
    [in Vietnamese!]

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    Chapters:
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    25 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 54

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    With an offended scoff, Dazai raises his finger, and Chuuya just knows that he’s about to hear yet another pompous tirade — how lucky he knows exactly how to prevent it.

    Before Dazai manages to utter a single word, Chuuya brings the performance to a halt — he was never the type to enjoy theatre that much, anyway. He presses his lips against Dazai’s forehead and firmly pushes on Dazai’s shoulders until they’re both sprawled on the couch, their heartbeats so close to each other, it feels like they’re about to merge into one.

    “I-”

    Chuuya cuts him off with another peck on the forehead.

    “You-”

    Chuuya hums and kisses the red spot—or rather, the gushing wound Dazai makes it out to be—again, feeling Dazai relax underneath him and put his arms on Chuuya’s waist, thumbs absentmindedly drawing circles on the fabrics of his shirt.

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    Dazai loves to overdramatise - luckily, Chuuya is always there to comfort him.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    25 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Dazai loves Chuuya.

    Chuuya loves him.

    There’s something square about that statement that soothes Dazai’s raging anxiety.

    When they married, it was in spite of their organizations.
    In spite of his fragile mental health, in spite of Chuuya’s dangerous life.
    They are soulmates, and their loyalty to each other comes first.

    Now that Chuuya might die with a necklace of Loving Memory roses blooming from his neck, choking him with every passing day, they are willing to sacrifice everything to choose each other again.

    [Or: Married Soukoku loving each other above all else.]

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    16 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 8

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    He had asked Verlaine once, before he had ever truly learned what it meant to grieve the loss of someone,  about the necessity of mourning periods. Why people chose to live hollow themselves in such an ugly emotion and think about their regrets regarding their relationship to that of the deceased. 

    To be human is to grieve.” Simple as that. 

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    Nakahara Chuuya; on grief

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    Comments:
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    15 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 28

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    “You never let me take care of you.”
    “Cause I don’t need it.”
    “You don’t always need care to deserve it. Sometimes I just want to give it to you.”
    Chuuya shivered as Dazai put on a movie. Neither of them paid attention to it. Dazai’s focus was on auburn curls and the heaviness of comfort on his chest. Chuuya’s was on the arms around him and the aching of his bones.
    “You know I love you. Am I allowed to show you that?”
    “Do whatever. Clearly I can’t stop you.”

    Or

    Chuuya overworks himself and gets sick, Dazai does his best to take care of him and they’re stupid and disgustingly in love

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    13 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 7

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    Yokohama goes underwater while Fukuzawa is trying to mend his broken bond with his teenage son, Chuuya.

    The rescue mission they go on may not be the opportunity to make amends that he was hoping for, but what choice does he have if the world is ending?

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    Comments:
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    48
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    12 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    also healed something in me

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Chuuya smiles at the memory, reliving the night in his head. “He’s a second year university student. He’s only two years older than us and in his second year. He told me it's because he skipped a year in high school. Now that I think about it he must be very smart.”

    “Big deal, I could have graduated university by the time I was fifteen.”

    The five times Chuuya was courted by people and the one time it was Dazai’s turn.

     

    Or: Throughout the years Chuuya is approached by different people interested in him, Dazai loses his mind while being completely oblivious as to why it bothers him so much.

    Or-Or: Chuuya’s long journey of finding his Type™.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    Comments:
    82
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    176
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    09 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 38

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    “Stop thinking so much, stupid mackerel,” Chuuya slurs, drunk. Dazai laughs and pulls him in for another kiss. They are nineteen and in love, and Chuuya is leaning on Dazai’s side like he’s belonged there for his entire life. They kiss the night away, until the alcohol doesn’t matter, and all of their issues fade into the background like meaningless noise. At one point, they dance, laughing and stumbling over themselves, whiskey making their movements slow. They kiss in the middle, then return for another round of drinks.

    Dazai, nineteen, won’t remember the love confession he makes in the middle of the night. Chuuya will not remember the way he looks into Dazai’s chocolate eyes and tells him, “I love you, too”.

    Right person, wrong time.

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    or: what if dazai & chuuya DID meet after dazai initially defected from the mafia? over the years they find themselves meeting in bars, over and over again.

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    1,949

    07 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 89

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    “Chuuya.” Dazai sighed, “No.”

    “Dazai!”

    “No!”

    Chuuya glares, and Dazai didn’t have time to prepare his heart to because Chuuya is unhesitant to use his ultimate weapon.

    “Osamu.” He flutters his lashes, “Let me bear another of your child.”

    Dazai— Dazai is—

    He grits his teeth, fangs digging into the soft flesh of his bottom lip.

     

    Fuck.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    8,635

    04 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    not so guilty favourite

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