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So You Need a Place to Stay? by RubyRhodes
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Sep 2026
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A snowstorm strands the Boston Bears in Montreal with not enough hotel rooms and nowhere to go in their rival’s city.
On a reckless impulse, Ilya volunteers to stay with Shane Hollander.
His teammates think it’s a joke.
Shane plays along.
No one knows they were in the same bed just hours ago. -
The Unread Letters by sxfthope
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is not okay, and his walls are finally caving in.
When a concerned teammate breaks the locker room code to text Shane about his captain's sudden collapse, Shane has to face the fact that he's two hours away in Montreal and helpless.
In a panic, he asks his parents to check on Ilya's Ottawa apartment. But David and Yuna don't just find a messy room, they end up snooping through a drawer and discovering a hidden stack of handwritten letters.
Reading the words Ilya could never say out loud, the Hollanders are forced to confront the horrific reality of his childhood and the crushing weight of the trauma he’s been carrying completely alone.
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snow angel (i'll make it through the winter if it kills me) by floydfairy, p3erhapschaotic7
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jun 2026
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The pain has become too much for Ilya Rozanov to carry. For years, he’s lived with grief that never really healed, loneliness that followed him from Russia to Boston to Ottawa, and the constant exhaustion of pretending he’s okay when he hasn’t been in a very long time. Hockey gave him purpose. Shane Hollander gave him love. But neither could silence the ache left behind by losing his mother or the growing belief that maybe it was time to see her again.
So one morning, after one too many days suffering in silence, Ilya decides he’s done fighting. He leaves behind a letter for Shane, swallows a bottle of pills, and waits for the pain to end. Unfortunately for him, he is loved far too deeply for the universe to let him go that easily.
When the Hollanders find him in time, Ilya is forced into something he never planned for: surviving. And surviving means psychiatric holds, therapy sessions, difficult conversations, and learning how to let people care for him without believing he’s a burden. Most terrifying of all, it means letting Shane see every ugly, broken piece of him he tried so desperately to hide.
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Or: Ilya Rozanov attempts suicide, but the Hollanders love him too much to let him go quietly.
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on camera by gaybitc_h
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jul 2026
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Ilya's just scrolling for some new material to jerk off to on a cam site when he accidentally comes across something he never thought he'd see, namely that the guy on screen with a massive butt plug in his ass is actually his friend Shane.
After a tense conversation over coffee where Ilya admits what he'd seen, teasing turns into trust, and when Shane reveals fans are pushing for him to do a collab, Ilya volunteers without hesitation.
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"Fine. I'll do it."
“Ilya, what? This wasn’t a pitch, I wasn’t asking.”
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Ilya finds out that Shane is a cam boy in the worst possible way, and then somehow ends up offering his assistance, all whilst still remaining just friends of course.
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little hare by violentfictionaldelights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Apr 2026
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The rest of the day flies by in a similar manner. They take Anya for a walk, they laze around in the garden before ending up in the living room, sprawled out; Ilya playing a game of tug of war with Anya on the floor while Shane reads one of his boring books.
It is a completely ordinary Sunday. The kind that Ilya likes the best. That is, until it no longer is.
The knock comes just before lunchtime.
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Arthur Pike runs away from home.
Series
- Part 16 of The HCU (Hollanov Cinematic Universe)