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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Hirose has a failsafe plan to achieve his grand goal: his first kiss with his boyfriend. What is it? To follow a rigorous kissing itinerary until he reaches the most important one of all: the real kiss.

    He has to train his boyfriend before diving in headfirst to prevent the proteins in his skin that give it elasticity from draining away and being replaced by a legendary element that turns him to stone, or the cause of his death being: lethal numbness, because Nakamura is like a scared cat that would startle when petted, not fearful enough to show outright rejection but not confident enough to indulge in affection.

    And that’s where Hirose comes in! He’ll be his coach: there are no cracks in his plan. The more he gets him used to being kissed, the more his alarm bells will quiet down. That way, they can knock down the wall that’s standing between them and that coveted first kiss.

    Hirose swears on their relationship: he’ll make it happen before the month is out. He’s going for that kiss.

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    07 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    Okuto Nakamura was a broke university student, and when his sister suggests a job as a life model, he accepts. A job was a job after all, right?

    Until he realizes:

    1) He's going to have to pose in front of a lot of people, sometimes half-naked.

    2) He falls in love with Aiki Hirose, one of the art students.

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    02 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    By far the worst part about Leo’s job, aside from occasionally listening to the ranting and raving of the insane person who occupied the other side of the garage, was how hot Jason Grace was.

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    01 Aug 2026

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    Nakamura has a hickey on his neck.

    Hirose plays with his pen during first period- the one Nakamura gifted him- and that’s all he can think about.

    It’s barely hidden by his gakuran collar. It’s a little red, a little blue, and a little tiny. But it’s there. It’s very much there. Hirose’s eyes keep darting to it, as if every succeeding inspection of it would either prove him wrong or make it disappear. But Hirose glances at Nakamura’s neck for the 120th time in the first period alone as Nakamura absentmindedly stares out the window and the hickey is still there.

    or, when your friend comes to class with a love bite on his neck and you realize you have either less than savoury thoughts about it or a little too savoury thoughts about it.

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    29 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Try as he might, Okuto Nakamura can't keep his cool around a certain someone.

    He just hopes no one has noticed.

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    aka:

    "I hope no one knows I have a crush on Hirose"

    "We all know, Nakamura"

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    28 Jul 2026