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There are shards of glass scattered across the floor, spilled water spreading over clean tiles, and light from the frosted window over the bathtub cascading over them both, creating a rainbow assortment of shapes on the wall near the door. It’s the perfect backdrop for a painting.
Hyunjin can’t breathe.
Hyunjin is in love with Chan, and he can’t fucking breathe.
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hyunjin and chan, past to present.
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“Seungmin-hyung?”
It’s Jeongin’s voice. Soft, though with a question in it, like he’s not sure he’s allowed to ask but going for it anyway. It pulls at Seungmin’s feet, making him hesitate, because he was already up and halfway to the door before he realized it. He doesn’t turn around, doesn’t look back, and his hand is clearly still on the doorframe, as though he’s holding himself there, fingers curled over the grooves of the way-too-expensive design.
“Are you—” Jeongin begins, voice strained with uncertainty, like he doesn’t know whether to push, to ask, to dig deeper.
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on seungmin and being loved & unseen all at once.
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It takes him longer than it should have till he realizes, and he only does realize it when an 8 a.m. class forces him to wake up much earlier than he ever wants, and his sleepy eyes find Minho in the kitchen.
He probably needs pancakes with that coffee.
As Jisung eats away his pancakes with extra chocolate under Minho’s watchful eye, it crashes on him.
He can read minds.or: After a weird day and a thunderstorm, Jisung develops the ability to read minds. As he starts hearing Minho's thoughts, he realizes there's a lot more beyond what his best friend's casual teasing front lets on.
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18 Aug 2026
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Seungmin, despite how badly he wanted to give up, somehow had enough fight in him to call the one number he had been afraid of for so long -- the suicide help line. The man on the other end - Chris - was so kind and understanding. For the first time in years, Seungmin felt seen. Understood.
Until he looked at the number he had actually called.
The person he had been talking to wasn't with the suicide help line... so why did he stay on the call with him? Why did this stranger talk to Seungmin as though he was anything other than irreparable? Why did he seem so scared when Seungmin realized his fatal mistake?
And why did this person seem to haunt Seungmin at every turn?
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18 Aug 2026
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Seungmin loved them, he always had and that was never an issue until he wanted to feel loved back. Until he realized he wanted to touch them, to kiss them, to feel with them what others felt in a less selective way.
Or: Little chaos enable Felix shows Jisung's camboy channel to Seungmin and everyting goes down from there.
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14 Aug 2026
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Kaiser has always been a physical person: his head settled against Isagi’s own, arm slung around his waist, hand ruffling hair, fingers intertwined. Isagi is decidedly not. But he makes it work.
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28 Jul 2026
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Isagi, who never received Valentine's chocolates or confessions growing up and had what he’d call rather plain features, has always considered himself remarkably average. Kaiser sets out to prove just how wrong he is.
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28 Jul 2026