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Seungmin knew he wasn’t special.
He tried countless times to gain his members' attention and affection, however, each attempt only ended in failure. Seungmin might’ve been the second youngest member in his group but he never felt like it; compared to their maknae, Seungmin felt like nothing but a second thought.
Living unnoticed became Seungmin’s second nature— However, the longer his insecurities piled up, the further he found himself spiraling towards his breaking point, his insecurities overtaking his life and dragging his members down alongside him.
Maybe Seungmin didn’t deserve to be loved. And if no one truly loved him maybe Seungmin needed to work for it. Maybe Seungmin needed to change himself. Maybe Seungmin lost sight of who mattered most.
Maybe Seungmin lost himself in the process.
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Bookmarked by mermer10
25 Feb 2026
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i think i'm cooked. waiting for chap 27. sad seungmin fic. author is mia😭
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“Hyunjin is dead,” Jeongin breathed. He looked up to see the others stare back at him with wide eyes, Hyunjin towering over them at the back, the light from the window in the hallway lighting up his figure. “They told me he was dead.”
Hyunjin's dark eyes found Jeongin’s tearful ones.
“Not dead,” Hyunjin said with a poisonous smile. “Just gay.”
Or: Jeongin has spent years mourning the loss of his first love, a love he was told by his church was sinful and wrong, but one he just couldn't stop from blooming in his chest. Now, years later, Jeongin meets Hyunjin again, very alive and also very different from how he used to be back in their shared church.
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- Part 1 of We Strive For The Forbidden
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Bookmarked by mermer10
15 Dec 2025
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The most beautiful HyunIN fic i've ever read. lots of topics about self discovery and religion. i need this printed.
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- Part 1 of Control and Unpredictability
Bookmarked by mermer10
05 Dec 2025
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insane amount of emotions. hyunchan is OUT and their manager is currently testing to get revenge. waiting for chapter 37
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What are you supposed to do after tasting the sun?
Make do with orangeade?
A year and a half after Minho broke up with him, Jisung texts him again.
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- Part 2 of don't open your eyes