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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    Shane and Ilya Hollander-Rozanov have built a life together that neither of them could have believed was possible until they were already living it. After nearly a decade of fighting for every minute together, they share a home, a team, and every part of themselves with each other.

    Then Ilya takes a bad hit, passes out in the ambulance, and wakes up believing it’s 2008. He recognizes the man next to him as Shane Hollander, the boy with the pretty freckles everyone tells him will be his rival, but he has no concept of Shane Hollander-Rozanov, the man whose pretty freckles he wakes up to every morning. The Shane Hollander at his bedside looks older, he looks scared, and when he tells Ilya it is 2023, Ilya believes him.

    Or, I give Ilya Rozanov (medically inaccurate) amnesia for the emotional angst of it all.

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    05 Sep 2026

  2. Rec 12

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    Love, according to every example Jean had been given before California, was something that demanded payment... Jeremy had never treated Jean that way, but Jean still waited for him to start.

    Convinced that setting a boundary will cost him the person he loves, Jean Moreau forces himself to endure intimacy until Jeremy notices. What follows is the slow, messy work of unlearning a lifetime of survival mechanics, and learning that love does not demand payment.

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    05 Sep 2026

  3. Rec 23

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    "I thought you considered it part of the deal." Andrew's voice sounded distant even to himself.
    Wymack inhaled sharply. "The deal."
    "Therapy instead of prison. Medication. Exy. I thought that was the price."
    Wymack's fingers curled against the table. "No. Absolutely fucking not."

    or what if Proust was assigned to Andrew as his court mandated therapist instead of Betsy? What if Wymack learned what "Therapeutic Reenactments" really meant?

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    05 Sep 2026

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    “I am out for the season?”

    “Probably."

    “Are you by any chance looking for a trophy husband?”

    “Ilya.”

    “Yes? No?”

    “It’s one season, Ilya, we’re not—it’s bad because you’re hurting, not because—I’m not letting this fuck anything up for us, okay? We’ll figure something out,” Shane says, resolutely.

    or, you know what they say about the best laid plans

    ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike

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    21 Aug 2026

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    Scott watched as Hollander leaned in, further, to hear Rozanov. This was the part that didn’t entirely make sense to him. The missing piece of something that felt like it was just beyond his reach. This was quiet ease and small moments of comfort and a look that makes the rest of the world fade away. This was how he felt with Kip.

    Scott stilled.

    It was as if someone had whispered it in his ear. It was as if the final piece of this insane, deranged puzzle finally clicked into place. His heart was pounding in his ears. He was probably wrong. In fact he was entirely wrong. This wasn’t like him and Kip. It couldn’t be Kip. Scott had been watching too many romantic comedies. His head was in the clouds.

    But they weren’t touching.

    Hollander and Rozanov were as close as they could be, without laying a single finger on one another. They were specifically, rigidly, separate. The warmth between them was bridled. Entirely. And this, Scott realized, his heart sinking into the floor, was also how he had felt with Kip.

    Oh. Oh fuck.

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    OR: Scott Hunter figures out Shane and Ilya are together at the NHL award ceremony and tries (and fails) not to freak out about it

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    03 Aug 2026